tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-89956198399076545792024-03-06T13:30:16.923+08:00锦贵的酸甜苦辣生活不是由酸、甜、苦、辣这几种味道组成的吗?汪锦贵http://www.blogger.com/profile/02140359201854766216noreply@blogger.comBlogger782125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8995619839907654579.post-33893349410876675662023-07-09T14:34:00.002+08:002023-07-09T14:34:26.437+08:00关心<p></p><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhS7suEvQReqcB2KlXvaU7C7PjQHThBTGKmowGOBSR3asnR7unN6hxd-SOjzkT2mOv7cZOm4Xx8SowykOPGJNoIA8RtODTk-L1vdcUuKaS7s0SPm6zuLJMRtAGc6mYh8edlewyBTsbJBrhBG5SMEM9Yhsy6L5LDq9RNwrP0zjPTtJNl-fMMD4aPYW38gzc/s1280/WhatsApp%20Image%202023-07-08%20at%209.57.21%20PM.jpeg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="853" data-original-width="1280" height="213" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhS7suEvQReqcB2KlXvaU7C7PjQHThBTGKmowGOBSR3asnR7unN6hxd-SOjzkT2mOv7cZOm4Xx8SowykOPGJNoIA8RtODTk-L1vdcUuKaS7s0SPm6zuLJMRtAGc6mYh8edlewyBTsbJBrhBG5SMEM9Yhsy6L5LDq9RNwrP0zjPTtJNl-fMMD4aPYW38gzc/s320/WhatsApp%20Image%202023-07-08%20at%209.57.21%20PM.jpeg" width="320" /></a></div><br /> <span style="font-size: large;">你关灯。</span><p></p><p><span style="font-size: large;">我的世界暗了。</span></p><p><br /></p><p><span style="font-size: large;">你关窗。</span></p><p><span style="font-size: large;">雨被囚禁在户外了。</span></p><p><span style="font-size: large;"><br /></span></p><p><span style="font-size: large;">你关心我。</span></p><p><span style="font-size: large;">我把心关了。</span></p><p><span style="font-size: large;">雨却落在我的心上。</span></p><p><span style="font-size: large;">湿哒哒,湿哒哒的。</span></p><p><span style="font-size: large;"><br /></span></p><p><span style="font-size: large;"><br /></span></p><p><span style="font-size: large;"><br /></span></p>汪锦贵http://www.blogger.com/profile/02140359201854766216noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8995619839907654579.post-29354455803189007912023-07-06T11:09:00.006+08:002023-07-06T11:34:05.986+08:00茶<p> </p><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgk-CyA6xFnM5763-qODEIg6FuxyqKJ-2Ro9RLwHuXD7MS1XckyqL5uKfBuOBfPq5g2lUkTPBVhxZ3TbdTz3BGtI1VqelaovNHK6LbA2t3h0RGN6e2Up7M_Uk3C8wcFjjqFGDw_BqEFnbs4CGRdVCiY7PQSfA15KW9uD-pAYNsO1Ka64P68mDOhAhYGgHg/s1280/WhatsApp%20Image%202023-07-06%20at%209.56.15%20AM.jpeg" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="948" data-original-width="1280" height="237" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgk-CyA6xFnM5763-qODEIg6FuxyqKJ-2Ro9RLwHuXD7MS1XckyqL5uKfBuOBfPq5g2lUkTPBVhxZ3TbdTz3BGtI1VqelaovNHK6LbA2t3h0RGN6e2Up7M_Uk3C8wcFjjqFGDw_BqEFnbs4CGRdVCiY7PQSfA15KW9uD-pAYNsO1Ka64P68mDOhAhYGgHg/s320/WhatsApp%20Image%202023-07-06%20at%209.56.15%20AM.jpeg" width="320" /></a></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: left;"><span style="font-size: large;">书桌上摆着茶具。</span></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: left;"><span style="font-size: large;"><span>我喝茶。你</span><span>信吗?</span></span></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: left;"><span style="font-size: large;"><br /></span></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: left;"><span style="font-size: large;">若我说茶壶里装着的其实是白开水。你又信了吗?</span></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: left;"><span style="font-size: large;"><br /></span></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: left;"><span style="font-size: large;">人们总是依靠眼睛看到的人、事、物来下判断。</span></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: left;"><span style="font-size: large;">何不花点时间来了解其内含呢?</span></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: left;"><span style="font-size: large;"><br /></span></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: left;"><span style="font-size: large;">抱歉,我撒谎了。</span></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: left;"><span style="font-size: large;"><br /></span></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: left;"><span style="font-size: large;">茶壶里装着的是热茶。</span></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: left;"><span style="font-size: large;">我确是在喝茶。</span></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: left;"><span style="font-size: large;"><br /></span></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: left;"><span style="font-size: large;">在台湾桃园长庚大学做科研的HY回来探望我,</span></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: left;"><span style="font-size: large;">带来一罐台湾梨山茶当手信。</span></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: left;"><span style="font-size: large;"><br /></span></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: left;"><span style="font-size: large;">有人说喝茶需要准备好上等的茶叶。</span></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: left;"><span style="font-size: large;">我倒觉得喝茶需要的是茗茶的心情。</span></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: left;"><span style="font-size: large;"><br /></span></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: left;"><span style="font-size: large;">我不在乎这一罐台湾梨山茶的价格与等级。</span></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: left;"><span style="font-size: large;">我更在乎的是学生从国外回来会来探望我。</span></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: left;"><span style="font-size: large;">茶叶是手信,也是学生的心意。</span></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: left;"><span style="font-size: large;">我重视学生的心意。</span></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: left;"><span style="font-size: large;">所以我喝茶。</span></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: left;"><span style="font-size: large;"><br /></span></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: left;"><span style="font-size: large;">我却没有茗茶的闲情。</span></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: left;"><span style="font-size: large;">就只是一边对着电脑,用茶水为体内细胞补充水分。</span></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: left;"><span style="font-size: large;">对了,我喝茶也是为了茶叶里的茶多酚。</span></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: left;"><span style="font-size: large;"><br /></span></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: left;"><span style="font-size: large;">我没有茗茶的高雅情怀。</span></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: left;"><span style="font-size: large;">抱歉,请原谅我的平庸与俗。</span></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: left;"><span style="font-size: large;"><br /></span></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: left;"><span style="font-size: large;"><br /></span></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: left;"><span style="font-size: large;"><br /></span></div><br /><p></p>汪锦贵http://www.blogger.com/profile/02140359201854766216noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8995619839907654579.post-47543664606102154112023-05-25T16:36:00.004+08:002023-05-25T16:36:58.200+08:00彩虹<p></p><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjqqHUNwV00uWj4EAXcK3GmS6PoxU7q3s7fBj4-mqP3Lu02YhTYMNMHRn2Bv5uvzpnqXBPp13FAn_KY1q1j9T8IaAhl11V9243dS1AR_vGH-MOkt18xGxORWKJBETnejY5mGH0mHmQL6b-ls5et90Q6nK74ZVfHz7X91Y6Vk3D_rBqRAmff2aeVnR1B/s730/Rainbow.png" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="446" data-original-width="730" height="196" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjqqHUNwV00uWj4EAXcK3GmS6PoxU7q3s7fBj4-mqP3Lu02YhTYMNMHRn2Bv5uvzpnqXBPp13FAn_KY1q1j9T8IaAhl11V9243dS1AR_vGH-MOkt18xGxORWKJBETnejY5mGH0mHmQL6b-ls5et90Q6nK74ZVfHz7X91Y6Vk3D_rBqRAmff2aeVnR1B/s320/Rainbow.png" width="320" /></a></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><br /></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: left;"><span style="font-size: large;">天真的孩子他疑惑</span></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: left;"><span style="font-size: large;">缤纷的彩虹为何不见了?</span></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: left;"><span style="font-size: large;">掌权的部长威逼地说</span></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: left;"><span style="font-size: large;">娇艳的彩虹太敏感</span></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: left;"><span style="font-size: large;">被我充公了。</span></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: left;"><span style="font-size: large;"><br /></span></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: left;"><span style="font-size: large;">纯朴的孩子他疑惑</span></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: left;"><span style="font-size: large;">英文字母为何少4个?</span></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: left;"><span style="font-size: large;">掌权的部长自圆其说</span></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: left;"><span style="font-size: large;">L、G、B 和T不听话</span></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: left;"><span style="font-size: large;">被我禁用啦。</span></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: left;"><br /></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: left;"><br /></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><br /></div><br /> <p></p>汪锦贵http://www.blogger.com/profile/02140359201854766216noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8995619839907654579.post-44594634374509293982023-03-02T15:50:00.003+08:002023-03-02T15:53:22.416+08:00又是葬礼<p></p><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEigXwtWqEqvS4cBfbedVBHpJ-EKp4xVytydmz84I9XKi8O7mFIduXUNTSk5-TPsjGs7GDyblErst8FAfUBw1SbAoE2vgxfLNYwx9B18RSPLgbu-el10KDGvqrsViaVhJsbhU74BZbACU3lUPrRuWWYCLerxc8DsWsG3kbcVS06lZKwDL_fyzUEoLdDP/s1280/WhatsApp%20Image%202023-03-02%20at%2010.28.05%20AM.jpeg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="1280" data-original-width="720" height="320" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEigXwtWqEqvS4cBfbedVBHpJ-EKp4xVytydmz84I9XKi8O7mFIduXUNTSk5-TPsjGs7GDyblErst8FAfUBw1SbAoE2vgxfLNYwx9B18RSPLgbu-el10KDGvqrsViaVhJsbhU74BZbACU3lUPrRuWWYCLerxc8DsWsG3kbcVS06lZKwDL_fyzUEoLdDP/s320/WhatsApp%20Image%202023-03-02%20at%2010.28.05%20AM.jpeg" width="180" /></a></div><br /><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEj87NkhKYMQCb2wLwveH51AFFY010YiL9axfVIj-h7Yhl2Kqml1_fZerrI07w3pMw2B9OFZFPy7WLHFAcLA41zcVpClPklAalhM6ciiG5lpvioGFN9ckzoKsauz1rHdiJ9AfnJm1y_k0Uj6Zy6a6CIqTp947uayofdws8fOzNZFWj_0bF_WX3R1eAXL/s1152/WhatsApp%20Image%202023-03-02%20at%2010.36.19%20AM.jpeg" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="1152" data-original-width="532" height="320" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEj87NkhKYMQCb2wLwveH51AFFY010YiL9axfVIj-h7Yhl2Kqml1_fZerrI07w3pMw2B9OFZFPy7WLHFAcLA41zcVpClPklAalhM6ciiG5lpvioGFN9ckzoKsauz1rHdiJ9AfnJm1y_k0Uj6Zy6a6CIqTp947uayofdws8fOzNZFWj_0bF_WX3R1eAXL/s320/WhatsApp%20Image%202023-03-02%20at%2010.36.19%20AM.jpeg" width="148" /></a></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: left;"><span style="font-size: x-large;">才迈入2023年的三月,就出席了三场丧事。</span></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: left;"><span style="font-size: x-large;"><br /></span></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: left;"><span style="font-size: x-large;">先是在农历新年期间送走了38岁的MT,再来就是上星期与我的小学级任老师做最后道别。</span></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: left;"><span style="font-size: x-large;"><br /></span></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: left;"><span style="font-size: x-large;">今早9点在光大53楼出席一项会议时,接到消息说前进体育会一位队友的13岁儿子昨晚过世,今早10点下葬。</span></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: left;"><span style="font-size: x-large;"><br /></span></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: left;"><span style="font-size: x-large;">前进的老大要我一起前往慰问,两人各自上路赶往坟场。</span></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: left;"><span style="font-size: x-large;"><br /></span></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: left;"><span style="font-size: x-large;">骑摩托车的我避开了交通阻塞,先到达三山小学附近的回教堂坟场。</span></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: left;"><span style="font-size: x-large;"><br /></span></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: left;"><span style="font-size: x-large;"><span>这是我生平第一次参加穆斯林的葬礼,心想着:我这个食彘</span><span>(zhi4)</span><span>民族会不会不被允许进入穆斯林墓地?我就是</span><span>不懂礼节,担心失礼。</span></span></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: left;"><span style="font-size: x-large;"><br /></span></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: left;"><span style="font-size: x-large;">我想得太多了吗?</span></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: left;"><span style="font-size: x-large;"><br /></span></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: left;"><span style="font-size: x-large;">在路旁踌躇彷徨了一阵,终于开口向一位戴宋谷的老者询问我是否被允许进入坟场。老者友善地笑着带我走到坟场的入口,我才急忙步入坟场。</span></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: left;"><span style="font-size: x-large;"><br /></span></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: left;"><span style="font-size: x-large;">透过几位热心的友族同胞的指示,我见到了因为失去爱儿而双眼略有红肿的哈欣,给他一个拥抱,再简短地慰问寒暄几句。</span></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: left;"><span style="font-size: x-large;"><br /></span></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: left;"><span style="font-size: x-large;">13岁的可怜男孩是进行切除脑瘤手术后的第5天骤逝的。</span></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: left;"><span style="font-size: x-large;"><br /></span></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: left;"><span style="font-size: x-large;">前进老大15分钟后才抵达。我可以退居一旁当观察着。在我看来,我们的社会是和谐的,不同种族始终和好相处,是没有仇视敌意的。</span></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: left;"><span style="font-size: x-large;"><br /></span></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: left;"><span style="font-size: x-large;">是别有居心的政客在故意煽风点火,制造矛盾及紧绷。</span></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: left;"><span style="font-size: x-large;"><br /></span></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: left;"><span style="font-size: x-large;">我学到宝贵的人生一课。</span></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: left;"><span style="font-size: x-large;"><br /></span></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: left;"><span style="font-size: x-large;"><br /></span></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: left;"><span style="font-size: x-large;"><br /></span></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: left;"><span style="font-size: x-large;"> </span></div><p></p>汪锦贵http://www.blogger.com/profile/02140359201854766216noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8995619839907654579.post-58606200493425489272023-02-26T00:00:00.003+08:002023-02-26T11:51:14.641+08:00Cikgu,愿您安息<p></p><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgMizKD9IW2K0g4OlRzq0sP6IU_ON2FR0trwrK6D8JwXWzYYsXfK7ZhmLHfVY8lND4ThhJqfWFNtNNKDkmWYnIstmGkpCbBBdXdwmZu8BQw5Y15w9WlkCi7tb4A06LaPjOWbJtQgJSMqx_8fekmsp-diG8gULTGfwKSAWCG90fswGz6UUCDicXOkoqH/s1152/WhatsApp%20Image%202023-02-24%20at%206.10.07%20PM.jpeg" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="532" data-original-width="1152" height="148" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgMizKD9IW2K0g4OlRzq0sP6IU_ON2FR0trwrK6D8JwXWzYYsXfK7ZhmLHfVY8lND4ThhJqfWFNtNNKDkmWYnIstmGkpCbBBdXdwmZu8BQw5Y15w9WlkCi7tb4A06LaPjOWbJtQgJSMqx_8fekmsp-diG8gULTGfwKSAWCG90fswGz6UUCDicXOkoqH/s320/WhatsApp%20Image%202023-02-24%20at%206.10.07%20PM.jpeg" width="320" /></a></div><br /> <span style="font-size: x-large;">2月4日因为发烧而做了冠病检测,结果呈阳。</span><p></p><p><span style="font-size: x-large;">整颗心坠入谷底,</span><span style="font-size: x-large;">很郁闷。</span></p><p><span style="font-size: x-large;">不知道自己将会被隔离多少天,若是被隔离太久,担心学生的课业被耽误了。</span></p><p><span style="font-size: x-large;">另外,心底还藏着另一个不轻易告诉外人的隐忧:躺在疗养院病床上的Cikgu会不会因为等不到我去看她而感到失望?</span></p><p><span style="font-size: x-large;">还记得年初四和丽凤一起去探望老师,看着她津津有味地吃着我买去的鸡饭,还特别要求我买甜饮料和零食给她止馋。她说:“吃,是人最大的幸福。能吃,就要尽量吃。”</span></p><p><span style="font-size: x-large;">冠病足足害我被关在房间里8天。2月12日,星期天终于重获自由,可以回到课堂教书。心底无比的兴奋。</span></p><p><span style="font-size: x-large;">教完课之后,兜去羽毛球场找老同学哈拉,之后就顺路去了一趟疗养院探望老师。看到她沉睡在床上,也就不打扰她了。</span></p><p><span style="font-size: x-large;"><span>感染冠病的后遗症还真让自己难受。鼻塞、间歇性的咳嗽,还有就是犯困嗜睡。所以,</span><span>好几次有打算再买点好吃的给老师止止馋,却也因为自己不舒服而作罢。心里就因为没有去探望老师而略有耿耿。</span></span></p><p><span style="font-size: x-large;">前天星期四,脑子忽然浮现去疗养院探望老师的念头。念头才消退不久,就接到了老师的二嫂打来的电话,告诉我老师当天早上五点在睡梦中往生了。</span></p><p><span style="font-size: x-large;">一阵浅浅的悔意参杂着错愕浮在心头。</span></p><p><span style="font-size: x-large;">老师怎么走得这么突然?原本还期望老师的脚腿骨折康复后,再安排一个同学聚会,让大伙儿可以和老师聚聚。现在却换成要安排同学们到老师灵堂给老人家上香。</span></p><p><span style="font-size: x-large;">爱珍、素宝和丽凤都说要一起前往给老师上香。午后老师的灵堂是冷清的。7、8个白发苍苍,7、80岁的长者坐在灵堂前的桌前聊天。没有人认识我,我也认不得老师的家人。老师单身终老,没有子女。我呆立十多分钟,丽凤到了,长者们也离席了,我才向留下来的一位女性长辈自我介绍。那是老师的大嫂。</span></p><p><span style="font-size: x-large;">大嫂向我们透露,原来老师2年前就罹患癌症,但不愿让外人知晓,包括我。老师临终前开始厌食,整日昏睡。家人把她送回医院,然后就在星期四早晨五点于睡梦中脱离尘世的痛苦。</span></p><p><span style="font-size: x-large;">我觉得一切好像很不真,心里还盘算着几时要去疗养院探望老师。。。</span></p><p><span style="font-size: x-large;"><br /></span></p><p><span style="font-size: x-large;"><br /></span></p><p><span style="font-size: x-large;"><br /></span></p><p><span style="font-size: x-large;"><br /></span></p><p><span style="font-size: x-large;"><br /></span></p>汪锦贵http://www.blogger.com/profile/02140359201854766216noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8995619839907654579.post-74239192597198329912023-02-08T23:26:00.004+08:002023-02-08T23:37:40.658+08:00失去自由的5 (?)天<p> <span style="font-size: x-large;">我确诊冠病了。</span></p><p><span style="font-size: x-large;">上星期六早上教书回来,就感到浑身发烫,而且脑袋又重、又疼。</span></p><p><span style="font-size: x-large;">由于下午还有课,为了学生的安全着想,战战兢兢地给自己做个鼻腔粘液检测。看见两条线浮现,整个世界都昏暗了。 </span></p><p><span style="font-size: x-large;">没想到“守身如玉”快3年了,最终还是被病毒沾上了。 </span></p><p><span style="font-size: x-large;">还很天真地认为在这个时期感染冠病应该不会有什么大问题。人们都说目前冠病很寻常啦,像轻微的感冒那样两三天就没事了。何况自己也已接种三剂疫苗,应该可以轻松在两、三天后就康复了。于是,通知学生:星期六和星期天的补习无奈被迫取消,星期一的课再等待后续通知。</span></p><p><span style="font-size: xx-large;">然而,我想得实在太美了。</span></p><p><span style="font-size: x-large;">把自己关进儿子们到美国留学后空出来的房间里,当一个短期囚徒。病毒应该是感应到我的心情的低落,于是趁势加强攻击。</span></p><p><span style="font-size: x-large;">体温飙升,头疼欲裂。</span></p><p><span style="font-size: x-large;">简单八个字就可以形容我的状况。</span></p><p><span style="font-size: x-large;">我是一个很少很少生病的人,都忘记自己上一次因生病而须卧床的日子是何时,也几乎忘记生病是什么滋味了。</span></p><p><span style="font-size: x-large;">白开水和运动饮料轮流不断地被我灌进肚子里,反复上厕所多次后,体温终于恢复正常,然而头疼依旧不减。我固执地坚持不吞服扑热息痛。能忍的疼痛,就忍吧,药物毕竟是外来化学品,能不服用,就不服用。</span></p><p><span style="font-size: x-large;">心里很愧疚,因为必须取消两堂课。</span></p><p><span style="font-size: x-large;">第二天,当人们在庆元宵时,我还在与病毒战斗。烧是退了,却来了个喉咙痛,那种不简单的痛。大姐送来中药和维生素C,再加一排的扑热息痛;六弟也买了嫰椰子水和中药过来。他们都知道我不轻易碰西药。我没得吃大嫂煮的bubur cha cha。到晚上,开始腹泻。一波未平,一波又起。</span></p><p><span style="font-size: x-large;">心,挂念着补习班的学生。</span></p><p><span style="font-size: x-large;">第三天,头疼稍微缓解,腹泻的频率也改善了。我天真地再做了个检测,期盼得个阴性结果,可以早日回去给学生们上课。心里一直都在担忧自己的病耽误了学生的课业。结果,事与愿违,没得回去上课。又无奈地把星期一和星期二的5堂课取消。</span></p><p><span style="font-size: x-large;">心情寡欢,再加上被囚禁了三天,晒不到阳光,血清素不足,有点忧郁。</span></p><p><span style="font-size: x-large;">学生MY的母亲特地老远送来了看来应该是蛮昂贵的天然保健品,要帮我加强免疫力的抗战能力。</span></p><p><span style="font-size: x-large;">2月7日,星期二,囚刑进行到第4天。放弃检测了。心知肚明结果会是怎样,何必浪费一套检测剂呢?身体状况都大有好转,还可以帮两个学生解答数学的疑问。思路渐渐清晰。</span></p><p><span style="font-size: x-large;">今早迎来了刑期第5天。人们都告诉我,第5天就会转阴的了,放心。把太太放在房门外的检测剂拿进“囚房”,却一直没有信心去做检测。不想再失望。然而,急于脱困的心还是按捺不住,于是又战战兢兢地做了检测。这次用了两套不同的检测剂。一种检测唾液,另一剂是检测鼻腔粘液。</span></p><p><span style="font-size: x-large;">结果。。。。</span></p><p><span style="font-size: x-large;"><br /></span></p><p><span style="font-size: x-large;"><br /></span></p>汪锦贵http://www.blogger.com/profile/02140359201854766216noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8995619839907654579.post-43843905961405493852023-01-26T17:38:00.007+08:002023-01-26T17:57:12.564+08:00悼念38岁就离开的你<div><span style="font-size: large;"><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/a/AVvXsEggSorFcdpL3yVo3AQJ8ggdNgL0qkgn6ME4sC72D15-1fpjtl-emL979mBa8iWqnZX1iPatYjW0wlgf0f2ZVQWzf-oP9Ntdlf7GxrS6_cv0qW2QmCVRpuuSATGivPNM_2_lXjzeuVZYlR12KQdo2yhiHyxbhHHYx6g1AbWWwB6Fp-60pbTp7L77Rc8P" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img alt="" data-original-height="195" data-original-width="259" height="240" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/a/AVvXsEggSorFcdpL3yVo3AQJ8ggdNgL0qkgn6ME4sC72D15-1fpjtl-emL979mBa8iWqnZX1iPatYjW0wlgf0f2ZVQWzf-oP9Ntdlf7GxrS6_cv0qW2QmCVRpuuSATGivPNM_2_lXjzeuVZYlR12KQdo2yhiHyxbhHHYx6g1AbWWwB6Fp-60pbTp7L77Rc8P" width="319" /></a></div><br /><br /></span></div><div><span style="font-size: x-large;">“老师,找一天跟你喝咖啡!”</span></div><div><span style="font-size: x-large;"><br /></span></div><span style="font-size: x-large;">你应该是忘记与我还有一个一起喝咖啡约定,可是你就这样先走了,走得真的太突然,而且是在这个喜气洋洋的农历新年。 </span><div><span style="font-size: x-large;"><br /></span></div><div><span style="font-size: x-large;">年初五的早晨,在刷脸书时无意间看到有人发布悼念你的贴文,于是发信息给CM和远在美国的WM,向他们探询你到底发生什么事,走得这么突然。 </span></div><div><span style="font-size: x-large;"><br /></span></div><div><span style="font-size: x-large;">接下来我所知道关于你的一切,都是听来的。无从印证,也不想印证。我只希望你现在是祥和宁静的,人世间的纷纷扰扰都与你无关了。 </span></div><div><span style="font-size: x-large;"><br /></span></div><div><span style="font-size: x-large;"><br /></span></div><div><span style="font-size: x-large;">在巴刹买菜时收到了CM的回复。她其实也不清楚事情的真相,只告诉我说你今天出殡。</span></div><div><span style="font-size: x-large;"><br /></span></div><div><span style="font-size: x-large;"><span>我虽然繁忙,但还是决定抽空去给你上支香,送你最后一程。在灵堂上找到你妹妹。是她</span><span>告诉我,除夕晚上,你和家人一起吃团圆饭后,告诉你母亲要到办公室去处理一些事务,顺便暗示你母亲说:“你可能不会回来了,也可能不能过年了。 ” </span></span></div><div><span style="font-size: x-large;"><br /></span></div><div><span style="font-size: x-large;">若是当时你母亲稍微敏感一些。。。</span></div><div><span style="font-size: x-large;"><br /></span></div><div><span style="font-size: x-large;">看着你安详地闭着双眼,一切都好像很虚假。心情很复杂。</span></div><div><span style="font-size: x-large;"><br /></span></div><div><span style="font-size: x-large;">你在补习班上课的日子还真不短。除了上课,还有一段长时间我还和你们一班当时十多岁小伙子打篮球。我真的被你的战斗力和三分技术折服了,完全不像一个身患残疾的斗士。</span></div><div><span style="font-size: x-large;"><br /></span></div><div><span style="font-size: x-large;">也许就因为你天生的残缺,更激发你好胜的性格以及无穷尽的战斗力。</span></div><div><span style="font-size: x-large;"><br /></span></div><div><span style="font-size: x-large;"><span>认识你这么久,我不曾把目光放在你身上的残缺。然而,我完全没有想到,你却被心理疾病困扰多年。 </span><span>我也是今天才从你妹妹口中知道这个秘密。妹妹说你看了医生但不吃药。 </span></span></div><div><span style="font-size: x-large;"><br /></span></div><div><span style="font-size: x-large;">离开补习班后,越来越少与你碰面,偶尔在面书上的留言板与你哈拉,次数却寥寥可数。从你面书的帖子,知道你凭着坚毅的战斗力,创下了零好多人羡慕的事业。 我还真替你开心啊!</span></div><div><span style="font-size: x-large;"><br /></span></div><div><span style="font-size: x-large;">你的办公室就在我的补习中心对面。我们都知道彼此的存在,但总是没有任何一方会主动约对方喝咖啡。我本来就不是那种会主动提出邀约的人。</span></div><div><span style="font-size: x-large;"><br /></span></div><div><span style="font-size: x-large;">就在不久前,你在我的补习中心楼下喊我,然后抛下了那句 “</span><span style="font-size: x-large;">老师,找一天跟你喝咖啡”,然后就匆匆地走了。这一次,你真的匆匆地走了。。。。。</span></div>汪锦贵http://www.blogger.com/profile/02140359201854766216noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8995619839907654579.post-91313136984927510482022-06-24T15:24:00.014+08:002022-06-24T15:50:28.076+08:00心<p><span style="font-size: large;"><b></b></span></p><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><span style="font-size: large;"><b><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/a/AVvXsEj5g4zEt5S-cq0hSEq5WfB7Yc5RpuyD1A5-_B-c38cclOMJB4FoAPrbq1nJKkE6U8vPUM2YbIXY-xtKqGPh6jTBCF8sKO68SCV0mJHujJk2HE2X3S_gk2wltiHGHMHM-cpkn-zCogE1aFrpKWF55MvzSfuun4VAAHVijuF6gDUG2jMllF7zxixabQoQ" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img alt="" data-original-height="463" data-original-width="500" height="240" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/a/AVvXsEj5g4zEt5S-cq0hSEq5WfB7Yc5RpuyD1A5-_B-c38cclOMJB4FoAPrbq1nJKkE6U8vPUM2YbIXY-xtKqGPh6jTBCF8sKO68SCV0mJHujJk2HE2X3S_gk2wltiHGHMHM-cpkn-zCogE1aFrpKWF55MvzSfuun4VAAHVijuF6gDUG2jMllF7zxixabQoQ" width="259" /></a></b></span></div><span style="font-size: large;"><b><br /></b><b>你的心应是一叶轻舟</b></span><p></p><p><span style="font-size: large;"><b>万水千山 悠然渡过</b></span></p><p><span style="font-size: large;"><b>却因超载 是故沉没</b></span></p><p><span style="font-size: large;"><b><br /></b></span></p><p><span style="font-size: large;"><b>你的心本该一丝不挂</b></span></p><p><span style="font-size: large;"><b>阡陌红尘 淡然不惑</b></span></p><p><span style="font-size: large;"><b>只因执著</b><b> 无法解脱</b></span></p><p><span style="font-size: large;"><br /></span></p><p><span style="font-size: large;"><b><br /></b></span></p>汪锦贵http://www.blogger.com/profile/02140359201854766216noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8995619839907654579.post-76326814207030447912022-06-21T14:50:00.002+08:002022-06-21T14:52:13.618+08:00N年前的旧事。。。那些年我很努力投稿的日子<p></p><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiCMhx_M9kkYYhGNFjWHDyNnrFOB5UhX7dwykSs1dJNqOCSc3g_INNtJmi-0wH0wSl8i1XaKXSlqtvU0C4vo81aI8k6j6DGcW66oNqVdZC_Ub61y9qXE2w4f4YnGPftmwYB2pV-d4IyyMgD5KyXZaWT8HMk8yaq-OJAcPznG5duPkdYGLuUF62bewwZ/s1920/IMG_20220621_143649.jpg" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="1920" data-original-width="1920" height="320" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiCMhx_M9kkYYhGNFjWHDyNnrFOB5UhX7dwykSs1dJNqOCSc3g_INNtJmi-0wH0wSl8i1XaKXSlqtvU0C4vo81aI8k6j6DGcW66oNqVdZC_Ub61y9qXE2w4f4YnGPftmwYB2pV-d4IyyMgD5KyXZaWT8HMk8yaq-OJAcPznG5duPkdYGLuUF62bewwZ/s320/IMG_20220621_143649.jpg" width="320" /></a></div><br /> <b><span style="font-size: large;"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: KaiTi;">教着课,手机忽然作响,</span><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: KaiTi;">中学时期教我化学的</span><span lang="EN-MY">L</span><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: KaiTi;">老师来电</span><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: KaiTi;">。</span></span></b><p></p>
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<p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size: large;"><b><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: KaiTi;">我一直都与几位小学及中学的老师保持联络。礼貌上,都是我主动联络老师们;老师鲜少主动联络我。这次老师来电,想必有要事,于是暂停讲课,接通电话。</span><span lang="EN-MY" style="font-family: KaiTi;"><o:p></o:p></span></b></span></p>
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<p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size: large;"><b><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: KaiTi;">“锦贵,不好意思,方便讲话吗?”</span><span lang="EN-MY" style="font-family: KaiTi;"><o:p></o:p></span></b></span></p>
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<p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size: large;"><b><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: KaiTi;">“哦哦。。。方便!方便!老师有什么事吗?”</span><span lang="EN-MY" style="font-family: KaiTi;"><o:p></o:p></span></b></span></p>
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<p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size: large;"><b><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: KaiTi;">若是其他朋友来电,我多数会说:“我在上课。有什么重要事吗?”</span><span lang="EN-MY" style="font-family: KaiTi;"><o:p></o:p></span></b></span></p>
<p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size: large;"><b><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: KaiTi;">意思昭然不过:你有话请快说,我可不能跟你闲聊。</span><span lang="EN-MY" style="font-family: KaiTi;"><o:p></o:p></span></b></span></p>
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<p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size: large;"><b><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: KaiTi;">“还记得好多年前,你在报章投稿,文章里你提到中学的几位老师的名字,并感谢老师们对你的教诲之恩。我跟</span><span lang="EN-MY">Y</span><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: KaiTi;">老师谈起这件事,他不相信,所以就想问你还有没有保留那篇文章,如果有,就麻烦你</span><span lang="EN-MY">WhatsApp</span><span lang="EN-MY" style="font-family: KaiTi;"> </span><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: KaiTi;">给我。我要给他亲自读一读你那篇文章。”</span><span lang="EN-MY" style="font-family: KaiTi;"><o:p></o:p></span></b></span></p>
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<p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size: large;"><b><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: KaiTi;">听完老师的一番话,我差点笑了出来。心想:“怎么又是那篇文章啊?”</span><span lang="EN-MY" style="font-family: KaiTi;"><o:p></o:p></span></b></span></p>
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<p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size: large;"><b><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: KaiTi;">之前也有几位中学老师在回校日碰面时跟我聊起这篇文章,他们都是在报章上读过我那篇拙文,他们当然也是文章中我提到的那几位老师。</span><span lang="EN-MY" style="font-family: KaiTi;"><o:p></o:p></span></b></span></p>
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<p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size: large;"><b><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: KaiTi;">那是</span><span lang="EN-MY" style="font-family: KaiTi;">1989</span><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: KaiTi;">年某一天,</span><span lang="EN-MY" style="font-family: KaiTi;">22</span><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: KaiTi;">岁,血气方刚的我,在读了光华日报言论版的某篇文章后,十分不服气之下写出来反驳对方的一篇拙作。对方在文章中用词刻薄无理地指责学校老师的不是,仿佛天下所有当老师的都如他所言一般的糟,应该被她辱骂诅咒。于是我也不客气地在稿纸上与她进行笔战,本意是希望她别一竹竿打翻整船人,也顺便提醒对方写作时尽量保持风度,别像泼妇骂街那样使用粗俗恶劣的词语。文章中我提到好几位我的恩师的大名,也顺便像这些老师表达我对他们的感谢,当中包括了</span><span lang="EN-MY" style="font-family: KaiTi;">L</span><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: KaiTi;">老师与</span><span lang="EN-MY" style="font-family: KaiTi;">Y</span><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: KaiTi;">老师。毕竟,今日的我,虽然没有什么大成就,但在这些老师的指引下,不至于成为社会的负担。</span><span lang="EN-MY" style="font-family: KaiTi;"><o:p></o:p></span></b></span></p>
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<p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size: large;"><b><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: KaiTi;">这篇文章有幸被光华日报刊登出来,也这么巧地被当中几位老师读到了,于是就成了老师们的话题。当时我并不知道这篇文章在老师们当中引起多大的反应,直到后来某一天母校举行校友回校日,与久别的老师们重逢时,才从他们口中得知他们在读了那篇文章后的反应。老师们都因为我在报章里提到了他们的名字而感到无比欢欣骄傲。</span><span lang="EN-MY" style="font-family: KaiTi;"><o:p></o:p></span></b></span></p>
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<p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size: large;"><b><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: KaiTi;">原以为这件事就此告一个段落,不会再有余波,怎知道</span><span lang="EN-MY" style="font-family: KaiTi;">33</span><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: KaiTi;">年后,</span><span lang="EN-MY" style="font-family: KaiTi;">L</span><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: KaiTi;">老师还是记得这件事,竟然还来电要我把当年的文章挖出来让他重读。也幸好我还把过去刊登在报章的文章都保存下来,这才不至于让</span><span lang="EN-MY" style="font-family: KaiTi;">L</span></b><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: KaiTi;"><b>老师失望。</b><br /> </span></span><span lang="EN-MY" style="font-family: KaiTi; font-size: 14pt;"><o:p></o:p></span></p>汪锦贵http://www.blogger.com/profile/02140359201854766216noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8995619839907654579.post-69491533631035738662021-03-28T07:57:00.003+08:002021-03-28T09:57:35.084+08:00新棉<p></p><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhKLhqsGMgfQF5mY15QB94FgT39_SAPC-92hnkHR_peEfjdM08pWL1lCMpiMajxxhD8htYv3D_v2FbdU-iAGlqZ9HwYnzbuMIZ81tJgpP3sKGis5nO_qOCom_AHjPwae7j79jwWm4wgurc/s619/%25E6%25A3%2589%25E8%258A%25B1.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="466" data-original-width="619" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhKLhqsGMgfQF5mY15QB94FgT39_SAPC-92hnkHR_peEfjdM08pWL1lCMpiMajxxhD8htYv3D_v2FbdU-iAGlqZ9HwYnzbuMIZ81tJgpP3sKGis5nO_qOCom_AHjPwae7j79jwWm4wgurc/s320/%25E6%25A3%2589%25E8%258A%25B1.jpg" width="320" /></a></div><br /><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal; text-align: left;"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: KaiTi;"><span style="font-size: x-large;">新 棉</span></span></b></div><p></p>
<p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: KaiTi; font-size: 16.0pt;">新的棉花新的布</span><span lang="EN-MY" style="font-family: KaiTi; font-size: 16.0pt;"><o:p></o:p></span></p><p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: KaiTi; font-size: 16.0pt;">妈妈给我缝衣服</span><span lang="EN-MY" style="font-family: KaiTi; font-size: 16.0pt;"><o:p></o:p></span></p><p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: KaiTi; font-size: 16.0pt;">棉衣穿在我身上</span><span lang="EN-MY" style="font-family: KaiTi; font-size: 16.0pt;"><o:p></o:p></span></p><p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: KaiTi; font-size: 16.0pt;">妈妈脸上笑嘻嘻</span><span lang="EN-MY" style="font-family: KaiTi; font-size: 16.0pt;"><o:p></o:p></span></p><p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-MY" style="font-family: KaiTi; font-size: 16.0pt;"> </span></p><p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: KaiTi; font-size: 16.0pt;">新疆的棉花</span><span lang="EN-MY" style="font-family: KaiTi; font-size: 16.0pt;"> </span><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: KaiTi; font-size: 16.0pt;">吐鲁番的布</span><span lang="EN-MY" style="font-family: KaiTi; font-size: 16.0pt;"><o:p></o:p></span></p><p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: KaiTi; font-size: 16.0pt;">时尚的品牌</span><span lang="EN-MY" style="font-family: KaiTi; font-size: 16.0pt;"> </span><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: KaiTi; font-size: 16.0pt;">隐藏着劳力剥削的恶毒</span><span lang="EN-MY" style="font-family: KaiTi; font-size: 16.0pt;"><o:p></o:p></span></p><p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: KaiTi; font-size: 16.0pt;">名牌穿在你的身上</span><span lang="EN-MY" style="font-family: KaiTi; font-size: 16.0pt;"><o:p></o:p></span></p><p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: KaiTi; font-size: 16.0pt;">我听见营里传来血泪的哭诉</span><span lang="EN-MY" style="font-family: KaiTi; font-size: 16.0pt;"><o:p></o:p></span></p><p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-MY" style="font-family: KaiTi; font-size: 16.0pt;"> <o:p></o:p></span></p><p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: KaiTi; font-size: 16.0pt;">叔叔伯伯种棉花</span><span lang="EN-MY" style="font-family: KaiTi; font-size: 16.0pt;"><o:p></o:p></span></p><p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: KaiTi; font-size: 16.0pt;">姐姐婶婶忙织布</span><span lang="EN-MY" style="font-family: KaiTi; font-size: 16.0pt;"><o:p></o:p></span></p><p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: KaiTi; font-size: 16.0pt;">妈妈缝衣多辛苦</span><span lang="EN-MY" style="font-family: KaiTi; font-size: 16.0pt;"><o:p></o:p></span></p><p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: KaiTi; font-size: 16.0pt;">我穿棉衣要爱护</span><span lang="EN-MY" style="font-family: KaiTi; font-size: 16.0pt;"><o:p></o:p></span></p><p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-MY" style="font-family: KaiTi; font-size: 16.0pt;"> </span></p><p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: KaiTi; font-size: 16.0pt;">在那遥远的地方阿拉木汗摘棉花</span><span lang="EN-MY" style="font-family: KaiTi; font-size: 16.0pt;"><o:p></o:p></span></p><p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: KaiTi; font-size: 16.0pt;">大阪城的姑娘忙织布</span><span lang="EN-MY" style="font-family: KaiTi; font-size: 16.0pt;"><o:p></o:p></span></p><p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: KaiTi; font-size: 16.0pt;">大国的人民怒怼西方资本主义耍手段</span></p><p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: KaiTi; font-size: 16.0pt;">嘴里吃着大国的饭心想要砸大国的碗</span><span lang="EN-MY" style="font-family: KaiTi; font-size: 16.0pt;"><o:p></o:p></span></p><p class="MsoNormal">
</p><p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: KaiTi; font-size: 16.0pt;">你伟大祖国的尊严与棉花一定要爱护</span><span lang="EN-MY" style="font-family: KaiTi; font-size: 16.0pt;"><o:p></o:p></span></p><p class="MsoNormal"><br /></p><p class="MsoNormal"><br /></p><p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-family: KaiTi;"><span style="font-size: 21.3333px;"><br /></span></span></p>汪锦贵http://www.blogger.com/profile/02140359201854766216noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8995619839907654579.post-34250113610817906112020-03-27T09:28:00.000+08:002020-03-27T11:25:49.918+08:00行管日记(1)<br />
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<b><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: "kaiti"; font-size: 16.0pt;">原本计划提早出门到菜市购物,最终却还是被工作延误到</span></b><b><span style="font-family: "kaiti"; font-size: 16.0pt;">7</span></b><b><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: "kaiti"; font-size: 16.0pt;">点</span></b><b><span style="font-family: "kaiti"; font-size: 16.0pt;">15</span></b><b><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: "kaiti"; font-size: 16.0pt;">分才出门。</span></b><b><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: "kaiti"; font-size: 16.0pt;"> </span></b><b><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: "kaiti"; font-size: 16.0pt;">无法按照原意避开菜市的人群。</span></b><span style="font-family: "kaiti"; font-size: 16.0pt;"><o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<b><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: "kaiti"; font-size: 16.0pt;">往菜市途中遇见一个晨运的中年男子。内心被极度失望的感觉啃噬,因而差点撞上一只低飞横越马路的野鸽。</span></b><span style="font-family: "kaiti"; font-size: 16.0pt;"><o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<b><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: "kaiti"; font-size: 16.0pt;">群聚路旁印度庙前空地的野鸽数量越来越多。应该归功于善心人士不断地拿剩饭面包甚至饲料喂养它们。</span></b><span style="font-family: "kaiti"; font-size: 16.0pt;"><o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<b><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: "kaiti"; font-size: 16.0pt;">路上不时可以看见被撞死的野鸽尸体。是否有电单车骑士因为要闪避野鸽而失控翻覆?</span></b><span style="font-family: "kaiti"; font-size: 16.0pt;"><o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<b><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: "kaiti"; font-size: 16.0pt;">菜市的气氛明显比昨日不同,我嗅到了空气中一丝丝不安的诡异味道。碰见相识的人,只是点头隔着口罩微笑,并不停下脚步闲聊几句。您知道我在对您微笑吗?</span></b><br />
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<b><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: "kaiti"; font-size: 16.0pt;">我只想赶快买好物品立刻回家。相信好多人也和我一样。</span></b><span style="font-family: "kaiti"; font-size: 16.0pt;"><o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<b><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: "kaiti"; font-size: 16.0pt;">路边摊贩被禁营业,整个菜市就空荡了许多。电单车甚至汽车闯入平时的禁区,没有减速的意图,罔顾采购物品的人们的安全,加添我内心的不安。</span></b><span style="font-family: "kaiti"; font-size: 16.0pt;"><o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<b><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: "kaiti"; font-size: 16.0pt;">这些多是上了年纪的</span></b><b><span style="font-family: "kaiti"; font-size: 16.0pt;">"</span></b><b><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: "kaiti"; font-size: 16.0pt;">老人家</span></b><b><span style="font-family: "kaiti"; font-size: 16.0pt;">"</span></b><b><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: "kaiti"; font-size: 16.0pt;">。大家都视死如归?别笑,我也是年过半百了。</span></b><span style="font-family: "kaiti"; font-size: 16.0pt;"><o:p></o:p></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "kaiti";"><span style="font-size: 21.3333px;"><b>发动电单车引擎时,看见多年不见的海狗一瘸一瘸蹒跚地走向我。他要求我顺路载他到大路后的巴士车站,他要下市区找朋友。然而我却狠心地拒绝了他。</b></span></span><b style="font-family: kaiti; font-size: 21.3333px;">若在平时,我肯定热心地载他一程,甭说去附近大路后的车站,直接载他下市区都没问题。</b><b style="font-family: kaiti; font-size: 21.3333px;">我骗他说我必须赶回家,同时在内心劝他不要下市区去。海狗中风多年,行动不便是一回事,我更担心的是他容易感染病毒。况且,在这必须与人保持距离的非常时期,让一个人坐在摩托车后座,好吗?</b></div>
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<b><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: "kaiti"; font-size: 16.0pt;">回来公寓,看见同一层的艾美</span></b><b><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: "kaiti"; font-size: 16.0pt;">她老公在公寓范围健走。又是一个顽固的</span></b><b><span style="font-family: "kaiti"; font-size: 16.0pt;">70</span></b><b><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: "kaiti"; font-size: 16.0pt;">多岁的老家伙。公寓管理已经发出通告:所有户外健走、打羽毛球、篮球、游泳统统暂时被禁止。我虚伪地与他打个招呼,心里却骂了一句脏话。心情更加烦躁。</span></b><span style="font-family: "kaiti"; font-size: 16.0pt;"><o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<br />汪锦贵http://www.blogger.com/profile/02140359201854766216noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8995619839907654579.post-8014392844519932172019-09-13T09:32:00.004+08:002019-09-13T09:34:06.815+08:00寻找“傻入迷 “ (星洲日报9月13日,星云版)<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
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<span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 楷体; font-size: 14.0pt; line-height: 115%;">我喜欢光顾补习中心附近一家经济饭档,因为那里的炒青菜最接近我的口味。我爱吃青菜,每一回买经济饭时,一小份的白饭上面可以堆着至少两种的炒青菜,再配上一份的鱼或肉类。无奈大部分的经济饭档售卖的菜类选项不多,嗜肉群众总是占了大多数。我常光顾的这家经济饭档比较特别,菜类选项多,而且烹调得宜,不油腻。</span></div>
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<span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 楷体; font-size: 14pt;">每一回光顾这家饭档,我总期待老板炒了叁拜“傻入迷”。我所谓的“傻入迷”是一种与日常可以吃到的青菜有所不同的野菜,它的叶子扁又小,椭圆形;茎则是纤瘦的圆柱形,味道有点苦涩。母亲把它折成</span><span style="font-family: 楷体; font-size: 14pt;">5
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<span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 楷体; font-size: 14pt; line-height: 115%; text-indent: 0.5in;">“傻入迷”是我自己为这种菜所给的中文名字。印象中,我听过母亲把这种菜称作“小路迷”,不过母亲偶尔也会用福建话把它称作“猪母奶”。然而从饭档老板及周围顾客的口中,我发现他们都把它唤作</span><span style="font-family: 楷体; font-size: 14pt; line-height: 115%; text-indent: 0.5in;">Sa Ru Mi<span lang="ZH-CN">。 我尝试询问身边朋友,</span>Sa Ru Mi <span lang="ZH-CN">到底怎样写,为什么这种菜会被冠上这样一个名称?可惜,没有人能够给我一个明确的解答。于是就擅自为这种菜安了“傻入迷”这样的一个名称,意指自己傻傻地只懂得吃,还近乎“迷恋”上这道野菜,但却不晓得它的真正名称。</span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: 楷体; font-size: 14pt;">最近在面子书上看到有人分享了“傻入迷”的照片,并询问该怎么称呼。于是,纠结在心底的一个谜团就这样轻易地被解开了。原来我那“傻入迷”的中文名称是马齿苋。我就上网进行搜索,才这道这是一种分布于全世界温热地区的野生草本植物,由于叶子形状像马齿,故被称为马齿苋,不单被人们当作野菜充饥,还具有非常多的医疗及营养价值。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: 14pt; line-height: 115%;"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 楷体;">然而,为何马齿苋被本地人唤作</span><span style="font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;">Sa
Ru Mi?</span></span><span style="font-size: 14pt; line-height: 115%;"> <span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 楷体;">我百思不得其解,网上也似乎找不到任何线索。忽然灵光一闪,想到何不询问马来同胞如何称呼这种野菜。果然不出我所料,马来同胞把这种野菜称作</span><span style="font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif;">sayur
rumi</span><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 楷体;">。稍作对照,顿时明白</span><span style="font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif;">Sa Ru Mi</span><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 楷体;">就是</span><span style="font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif;">Sayur
Rumi</span><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 楷体;">,我的“傻入迷” 原来就是</span><span style="font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif;">Sayur Rumi. </span><span style="font-family: 楷体;"><o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: 楷体; font-size: 14.0pt; line-height: 115%;"><span lang="ZH-CN">从网上读到的资料显示,“傻入迷”是一种生命力顽强、耐旱耐涝的野生草本植物,可以在田里、菜园及偏野的小路旁找得到。于是,我有了一个天真的想法,我想要在活动的范围内寻找野生的“傻入迷”。我幻想着找到“傻入迷”后的那份雀跃感,甚至很幼稚地想要采摘一些带回家给老婆炒来一起吃。我也想要让更多人认识这一种毫不起眼、价格便宜但营养及医疗价值颇高的野菜,也希望穷人家的餐桌上多一道营养丰富的菜肴。</span><o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: 楷体; font-size: 14pt; text-indent: 0.5in;">我从日常早晨慢跑的海边小路开始,放慢脚步,睁大眼睛,仔细搜寻“傻入迷”的踪影,可惜野菜踪迹渺然。我也知道马齿苋会在午后开出黄色的小花,所以我在中午时分顶着炎热的骄阳,独自漫步在宁静的植物园及阿依淡水坝的山路,留心寻找野菜的芳踪。无奈,我与野生的“傻入迷”始终缘悭一面。看来,正如网上资料所言,在槟城已经很难找到野生的马齿苋。</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: 楷体; font-size: 14pt; text-indent: 0.5in;">我突发奇想,何不到日落洞菜市买一些“傻入迷”,亲自把它们栽种在我日常跑步的小径旁,希望它们茁壮成长,茂盛繁衍?届时我就不必辛苦到处寻找我的“傻入迷”了。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;"><b>“锦贵,跟你说个坏消息,我的店关了,可能不再开了,生意很差维持不下了(哭脸)(哭脸)只是心很难过,做了这么多年,心血白费了。。。(沮丧脸)(哭脸)”</b></span><br />
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<span style="font-size: large;"><b>读完信息,不知为何整颗心顿时沉了下来。奇怪,朋友结束餐厅的生意,关我何事?或许我就是一个容易感动的人。</b></span><br />
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<span style="font-size: large;"><b>立刻打个电话给那位同学,想给她一点安慰的同时,也希望知道她接下来的日子不会有什么大问题,毕竟付出了很大的心血把一间餐厅做了起来,熬过了这么多年,现在却被迫忍痛收盘,她的心情,我应该能了解。</b></span><br />
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<span style="font-size: large;"><b>3年前偶然地与这位失去联络长达40年的小学同学联络上了,她那豪迈不拘小节的性格依旧不变,而且是一家略有名气的餐厅老板娘。从此以后,这家餐厅就成了我们这一群1979年中华小学B校6M班毕业的老同学们聚会叙旧联谊的指定地点。还记得今年的农历新年,我安排了老同学们与两位老师到她的餐厅特设的厢房聚会,老师和同学们还放情地大唱卡拉OK,场面极度温馨。3月,另外一个男同学趁着清明节从柔佛回来祭祖,我也拉了他到这位同学的餐厅去让这两位久不见面老同学叙叙旧。阿政从美国回来,我和太太还计划找一天去她的餐厅吃一餐,可是没想到,以后很可能没有机会再到她的餐厅聚餐了。</b></span><br />
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<span style="font-size: large;"><b>其实,这位老同学曾经不止一次向我提起她的餐厅的事。原本她在古迹区姓周桥那儿开了一家分店, 在她努力宣传并盛意招待顾客之下,终于为自己的餐厅打响名号,生意火红,连外国游客都慕名远道而来。然而,也许屋主看到她的生意太好,有利可图,在租约到期后不给予续约,老同学只好离开姓周桥,回到总店继续经营。可恶的是,屋主在赶走老同学后,竟然在原址开设了类似同名的餐厅,售卖似是而非的大碗面,强暴了老同学多年来苦心经营得来的心血。最让人感到痛心的是老同学曾经在屋主家人经济有难时义不容辞借钱给他度过难关。现在对方竟然恩将仇报,反过来把恩人的心血吞噬了。</b></span><br />
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<span style="font-size: large;"><b>我可以了解老同学的感受。对人有恩,我们不要求回报,但对方却在自己身上捅了好几刀,那种伤,那种疼痛,不是亲身经历者是不会了解的。</b></span><br />
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<span style="font-size: large;"><b>风有点狂,吹得街旁成排的棕榈左右摇晃,像夜归的醉汉。这时天空忽然飘落细细的雨丝。</b></span><br />
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<span style="font-size: large;"><b>风舞,树醉,天落泪。</b></span><br />
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<span style="font-size: large;"><b>脑子里忽然浮现这段文字。文字在脑海里反复跳动,人仿佛进入了冥思状态。</b></span><br />
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<span style="font-size: large;"><b>想把这段文字写下来,无奈身旁没有字笔。想转身回书房拿,却不舍得错过大自然这一刻美妙的情境。</b></span><br />
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<span style="font-size: large;"><b>幸好带着手机,于是打开常用的通讯软件,选择了小学同学的私聊群组,输入了“<span style="color: red;">风舞树醉天落泪,情淡人散心破碎</span>”这一段话,希望找到知音人。之后才想起一友人,于是也把这段文字发送给她。</b></span><br />
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<span style="color: red; font-size: large;"><b>风舞树醉天落泪,</b></span><br />
<span style="color: red; font-size: large;"><b>情淡人散心破碎。</b></span><br />
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<span style="font-size: large;"><b>我想到了一位前几天才和我通信息的女学生。忽然接到她的信息时,我还开玩笑地问她,是不是要请我喝喜酒,毕竟她与男友相恋也有好多年了。她的男友也是我的学生。然而,她淡淡地回复我说,他们不在一起了。</b></span><br />
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<span style="font-size: large;"><b>十多年的感情,淡了;于是,散了。</b></span><br />
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<span style="font-size: large;"><b>我为他们的分手感到丝丝的感伤。毕竟他们在我眼中是挺登对的。然而,身为旁观者的我,为他们的分离感到伤悲;可当事人是否会有心碎的感觉?</b></span><br />
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<span style="font-size: large;"><b><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 楷体;">当我看到手机屏幕显示您的来电,很奇妙地,我已经猜到您是因为读了我写给阿政的信后,有话要对我说。</span><span style="font-family: 楷体;"><o:p></o:p></span></b></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;"><b><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 楷体;">您像往常那样慈爱地表达您的意见,劝我做事情不要太冲动,要多为自己着想。然而我还是平常那副模样,一股什么都不在乎,不听劝告的样子。</span><span style="font-family: 楷体;"><o:p></o:p></span></b></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;"><b><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 楷体;">我依然坚持我自己的立场。</span><span style="font-family: 楷体;"><o:p></o:p></span></b></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;"><b><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 楷体;">请原谅我一如既往的固执、不听话。 我知道您是十分关心我的。从小到大,您就是我十分敬重的大姐。</span><span style="font-family: 楷体;"><o:p></o:p></span></b></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;"><b><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 楷体;">母亲不在之后,我更加要做个听话的弟弟。 然而,在处理阿政的事方面,我自有一套看法,请您放心。</span><span style="font-family: 楷体;"><o:p></o:p></span></b></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;"><b><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 楷体;">在这里,我很想告诉您,其实我不是您所想像中的那样冲动。我不是不为自己着想。也许,我比较感情用事。</span><span style="font-family: 楷体;"><o:p></o:p></span></b></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;"><b><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 楷体;">挂掉电话后,我的思绪一时难以平复,于是就起了写这封信给您的念头。</span><span style="font-family: 楷体;"><o:p></o:p></span></b></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;"><b><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 楷体;">其实,自从母亲往生后,我就有想过要写一些关于您的文章,把心底对您的敬爱及感谢化成文字,呈现出来。我们兄弟姐妹的年纪也不小了,能活在尘世的时日也不多了。我必须趁现在把心底要对您所要说的话,化成文字。</span><span style="font-family: 楷体;"><o:p></o:p></span></b></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;"><b><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 楷体;">我不想将来因为来不及说出心里的话而后悔。</span><span style="font-family: 楷体;"><o:p></o:p></span></b></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;"><b><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 楷体;">坦白说,要表达我对您的感激,不是一篇文字就能承载得了的。</span><span style="font-family: 楷体;"><o:p></o:p></span></b></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;"><b><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 楷体;">然而,若要我说出一件您对我所做出而影响我最大的事,我会自然地想起小时候您教我写字的恩情。</span><span style="font-family: 楷体;"><o:p></o:p></span></b></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;"><b><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 楷体;">小时候家里贫困,母亲没有能力送我们去幼稚园接受学前教育。我的童年就几乎是荒废在屋后的鸡寮和屋前那片黑泥地。幸好您在我进入一年级前教会我写自己的名字以及数字,不至于让我一片空白地踏入学校。我始终觉得,您让我在学前就懂得写自己的名字,对我后来的学习,是有很大的影响的。您在教我写字时十分有耐心,印象中您应该是从未责骂过我。相反的,有一回您还曾夸赞我的字体美,送我一只新铅笔作为奖励。我一直在想,我后来在学校成绩特出,您对我的启蒙影响着实不小。</span><span style="font-family: 楷体;"><o:p></o:p></span></b></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;"><b><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 楷体;">此外,我还念念不忘您当年出钱让我参加小学六年级的环游槟岛毕业旅行那桩旧事。以前我们家里穷,就算只是环岛旅行,我都懂得不要跟母亲开口讨钱报名参加。我忘了您怎么知道我需要钱报名参加毕业旅行。总之,我人生中的第一趟“旅行”就是您成全的。那一次小学毕业旅行对我来说是一段十分甜美的回忆。有几次路过浮罗山背,我还刻意逗留在镇上寻找一档印度炒面,因为当年我用了您给我的几毛零钱吃了一碟当时对我来说十分奢侈的印度炒面。</span><span style="font-family: 楷体;"><o:p></o:p></span></b></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;"><b><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 楷体;">其实,我要对您表达的感谢何止那两件陈年旧事?您和大哥、二姐、三姐小学毕业后就被迫放弃继续求学的机会,踏入社会做工赚钱帮忙养家,好让我们后面几个弟妹们得以完成学业,这份恩情我永远都偿还不了。</span><span style="font-family: 楷体;"><o:p></o:p></span></b></span></div>
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</span><b><span lang="ZH-CN" style="color: black; font-size: 22.0pt;">今天你必须代表阿依淡区参加槟州学联田径赛一万公里徒步竞走项目。上一回,你代表学校参加分区比赛,出乎我的意料地取得了州际决赛的参赛资格。你并不是那种天生的运动料子,更何况你平时的训练都集中在短跑冲刺,而没锻炼竞走。我相信你自己心里也很明白,这一次的州际赛,你只是来凑数,根本没有摸牌的机会。而我更是悲观,只希望你不要垫底就已经很好了,毕竟你的左膝盖受了伤,肯定不能舒适正常去竞走。然而,我告诉你:垫底也无所谓,最主要是发挥体育精神,坚持完成比赛就对了。</span></b><span style="color: black; font-size: 22.0pt;"><o:p></o:p></span></div>
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</span></b><b><span lang="ZH-CN" style="color: black; font-size: 22.0pt;">赛场上的胜负,有时不是那么重要。</span></b><span style="color: black; font-size: 22.0pt;"><o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;"><b><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 楷体;">前天透过视频通话,跟你说了不少道理,无非是希望能够在你感到彷徨及迷惘之际,帮你点亮一盏灯,让你看清你现在的状况,然后从困境中走出来。我真心期盼那段真心对谈能够对你起一些作用。</span><span style="font-family: 楷体;"><o:p></o:p></span></b></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;"><b><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 楷体;">我现在把那天跟你说的话,用文字写出来。一来可以做个记录储存,同时也可以在你不幸又陷入迷惘和彷徨时</span><span style="font-family: 楷体;">,<span lang="ZH-CN">重新阅读我跟你说的那些话,让自己心情好过一些。当然,我也希望弟弟能主动来阅读我的这一段内心话。毕竟,弟弟将来有一天也会面对你今天所要面对的状况。</span><o:p></o:p></span></b></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;"><b><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 楷体;">首先,你要明白,你今天所面对的困境,是大多数即将大学毕业的年轻人所要面对的问题。大学毕业在即,大多数毕业生都在为未来的前途感到彷徨。未来,就是未知。面对未知,多数人都会感到担忧,甚至害怕。我给你的劝告是:别去为还没发生的事感到担忧。人要活在当下,不要一直惦记已经回不去的过往,也不要担忧还没发生的未来。我们现在应该做的事,就是以我们的能力为未来作准备,别去想太多后果或是期盼得到怎样的结果。就只是尽能力为未来铺路作准备。而我就亲眼看到你一直都在为你的未来尽力作准备。</span><span style="font-family: 楷体;"><o:p></o:p></span></b></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;"><b><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 楷体;">你告诉我说,你一直都很幸运,从小到大做什么事都很顺利。现在大学毕业在即,你却开始感到事事不顺利。你开始觉得自己没有用,只懂得读书,考好成绩,其它事都做不来,处理不好。</span><span style="font-family: 楷体;"><o:p></o:p></span></b></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;"><b><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 楷体;">其实,我想告诉你,你不是比他人幸运,而是你一直以来都有在为自己的前途作准备。你所谓的顺利,是你付出努力后所换来的成果。也许在这个许多事都不顺你的意愿进展的阶段,你才会忽然感慨自己除了读书,什么事都不会。记得,千万不要贬低自己的能力。你如果什么都不会,你如何只身在美国度过这</span><span style="font-family: 楷体;">4<span lang="ZH-CN">年大学生涯?</span><o:p></o:p></span></b></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;"><b><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 楷体;">你今天会感到受挫折,主要的原因是你所要面对的事情都不在你的能力掌控范围之内。申请毕业后重返美国的签证不是由你掌控决定权的事情。能不能在美国大学找到你要的研究工作也是由他人决定的。既然事情的控制权在他人手上,我们就不必去为事情成功与否感到担忧烦恼。我们能做的就只是把我们能力范围内做得到的部分做得最好,其它由不得我们掌控的就只能看一步走一步了。为那些我们掌控不了的事情搞到自己心情不好,值得吗?</span><span style="font-family: 楷体;"><o:p></o:p></span></b></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;"><b><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 楷体;">我知道你还为了毕业后受政府召唤回国而感到不开心。你担心毕业后公共服务局会要你留在国内为国家服务,而不能继续你的博士课程。这一点,我已经跟你说得很清楚,若是你不幸被点中必须为国家服务,我已经做好赔偿政府的准备。钱,身外物也。别担心太多了。事情总是有其解决的方法。 </span><span style="font-family: 楷体;"><o:p></o:p></span></b></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;"><b><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 楷体;">还有,我也跟你分享了庄子的思想:人活着的世界原本无限的,我们何必硬是要在自己身边画出界限来呢?我知道你对你现在主修的鸟类学有着浓浓的兴趣,也感觉得到你对你的教授的敬佩。如果我没有猜错,你是很希望回到美国,甚至是留在加州</span><span style="font-family: 楷体;">UC Berkeley <span lang="ZH-CN">继续你的博士研究。然而,世间事有时不是样样都能满足我们的期盼。能留在美国继续追逐你的梦想当然是好事;但如果不幸回不到美国去的话,不妨打破自己无意中设下的界限,往世界其它角落看去,我相信某些地方也有你展现抱负的机会。 </span><o:p></o:p></span></b></span></div>
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<br />汪锦贵http://www.blogger.com/profile/02140359201854766216noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8995619839907654579.post-85878126255215885802018-03-18T13:15:00.000+08:002018-03-18T13:17:27.156+08:00孩子高中的第一次考试(写给阿进的信)<span style="font-size: large;"><b>孩子:</b></span><br />
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<span style="font-size: large;"><b>你升上高中理科班了。虽然我知道你的科学基础不弱,但难免还是会担心你因为不够谦卑而在校内第一次考试中遭遇滑铁卢。 </b></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;"><b>我不止一次提醒你:我们做人要尽量保持谦卑,尤其是在科学这门浩瀚的知识面前。唯有谦卑,我们才不会惹人讨厌,我们也才能吸收更多的知识。</b></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;"><b>我所担忧的是,你可能会因为自恃初中科学成绩优异而小看高中的三科理科。毕竟物理、化学及生物本身真的是不简单的科目。</b></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;"><b>坦白说,我心里面还真的蛮矛盾的。一头担心你考试成绩不理想而遭遇挫折感到气馁,另一头却又希望你在第一次考试遭遇一点挫折,消一消你可能自己都不察觉的傲气,让你知道摆在眼前的路不是那么的宽畅平坦。</b></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;"><b>你应该知道我并不是一个只看分数的老爸。若果考试程度高,难度大,就算你考个不理想的分数出来,我都不会责怪你;相反的,如果考题内容简单,不具难度,就算你考个90分以上,我也不会高兴。</b></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;"><b>为了对你公平,我还亲自检阅了你的考题,再与你考获的分数作对比,我满意了。</b></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;"><b>你要不时坦诚自问:我到底有没有学习到新知识?你会不会运用所学到的知识?知识有没有让你变得更成熟,更谦卑?</b></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 宋体;">不自觉,自己竟然就快迈入五十。虽然不再飒爽英姿,健步如飞,但似乎跟苍老、衰弱、迟缓和病痛也还沾不上边。</span><o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;"><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: 宋体;">道理显然,可是真正能够领悟并接受这个真理的人却有几许?</span><o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;">每一回看你们田径队员在校园粗糙的泊油路上训练短跑时,我总是提心吊胆。这样的场地根本不适合做短跑冲刺训练。一个不小心扑跌,肯定会被地上的碎石沙砾刮伤。然而学校就是缺乏适当的训练场地,而我又不可以因为太保护你而阻止你参加训练。所以就只能暗自为你祷告,祈求你不会发生意外。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;">然而,意外还是发生了。仔细视察你的伤口,觉得这次你跌得还真严重的。幸好没有伤到筋骨,然而这皮外伤也还真不轻啊!</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;">出乎我意料的,你显得很镇定,没有</span><span style="font-size: large;">显露</span><span style="font-size: large;">沮丧或疼痛的表情。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;">你淡淡地告诉我:“左膝盖伤得比较麻烦,连dermis也被磨损了。”</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;">我心里有点难受。毕竟,你从小到大,我都很少让你伤得这么严重。你小时候,当你顽皮地跑跳或踩单车时,我都紧紧跟随在你身旁,随时准备在你要摔倒时扶你一把。</span><span style="font-size: large;">我年轻时代表足球队比赛,常常为了扑救险球,被球门前的沙石擦伤手脚,皮破血流,所以深深地了解这样的皮外伤是多么的疼痛难受,更何况还要被母亲责备。现在看到你受了这样的伤,就感觉是自己跌伤了。我没有责备你。可是,心却隐隐地痛着。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;"><b>看着你走到同学群中,去执行你做班长的责任,我也自个儿进行我日常的跑步运动。我自己估计,从青年公园跑去植物园,在里边兜5圈,再回到青年公园时,应该正好碰到你们的越野赛跑的挥旗礼。如果能够,我就混在你们学生群中一起跑。要是有机会碰到你,我就当你的陪跑员,像你初中一时那样,从头到尾一直跑在你身旁,一路鼓励你前进。</b></span><br />
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<span style="font-size: large;"><b>然而,我也知道你并不喜欢我当你的陪跑员。你已经长大了,总不能还要爸爸陪在身边,会难为情。何况,今时的我也应该没有能力当你的陪跑员。自从膝盖受伤之后,我已经不能回到以往的状态,速度应该跟不上你了。若是还不自量要当你的陪跑员,分分钟钟会拖累你。</b></span><br />
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<span style="font-size: large;"><b>当我从植物园跑回青年公园出口时,看看手表,知道你们的比赛还没开始。我比预期快了5分钟。我决定不等你们这些学生开跑,先自个儿继续按照你们的赛程路线跑下去。心里想,如果被你超越,那就表示你跑得很棒了。</b></span><br />
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<span style="font-size: large;"><b>我丝毫不敢怠慢,尽自己的能力跑着,心里却希望能被你超越。然而,当我跑到终点时,始终没有一个学生超越我。应该是你们的开跑时间延迟了。我从电单车篮子里拿了一瓶水,沿着来路走去,在最后两百公尺最严峻的斜坡路等着。</b></span><br />
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<span style="font-size: large;"><b>终于,我看到你的身影了。你看起来很累,衣服脏兮兮的。我拿起手机帮你拍个照。然后,你越过我身旁时,抛下了一句话:“爸,我流鼻血。” </b></span><br />
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<span style="font-size: large;"><b>我观察你脸上的表情,是有点儿失望,但不至于沮丧。你告诉我,原本跑得很理想的,可是却忽然流鼻血,影响了表现,被认识的同学超越后,知道不能得奖了,也不再硬撑去拼了。你还告诉我, 这次失败了,没关系,以后再来。</b></span><b style="font-size: x-large;">只不过,我看得出。你是有点失落,因为今年是你的学校百年校庆。奖牌很特别,该得到的却得不到,是有点可惜。</b><br />
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<span style="font-size: large;"><b><br /></b></span>汪锦贵http://www.blogger.com/profile/02140359201854766216noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8995619839907654579.post-21369443424100626552017-02-14T12:24:00.000+08:002017-02-14T12:26:04.132+08:00捐血,想起你。。。<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
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<b><span style="font-size: large;">看着血液从静脉流出,</span></b><b><span style="font-size: large;">你的容貌</span></b><b><span style="font-size: large;">莫名其妙地</span></b><b><span style="font-size: large;">浮现在我</span></b><b><span style="font-size: large;">原本平静的脑海。心,慢慢被一股感慨侵蚀。</span></b></div>
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<b><span style="font-size: large;">当你还信誓旦旦地告诉我,再过两三天医生把氧气供应拆除,你就可以出院时,你竟然在我没有预警下离开了。当老同学们在为该不该帮你分担医药费用而闹分歧时,</span></b><b><span style="font-size: large;">你却忽然离开了,留下一大堆烂摊子给其他人收拾。一切发生得那么的突然。</span></b></div>
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<b><span style="font-size: large;">从此,这世界少了一个像我一样定时捐血的人。你说过要定时到医院捐血,直到65岁医院不再允许我们捐血为止。可是你却没有做到。</span></b></div>
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<b><span style="font-size: large;">从今以后,当我把我到医院捐血的照片分享在老同学们的群聊小组时,你不会再出现,给我按个赞了。</span></b></div>
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<b><span style="font-size: large;">我一直给你我最大的信任和支持。因为你是我的老同学。我尽我最大的能力帮助你。可是,你却不够坦白,对我隐瞒了太多的事实,连累我跟几位好朋友老同学关系闹僵。</span></b></div>
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<b><span style="font-size: large;">无论如何,我还是选择宽恕。你都走了,留下老婆和两个孩子。我还能怪罪你吗?</span></b></div>
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<b><span style="font-size: large;">我至今还记得清清楚楚,去年12月30日,星期五,早上10点50分左右,你的儿子来电告诉我:“我爸爸要见你,请你赶快过来医院。” </span></b></div>
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<b><span style="font-size: large;">那时我还不觉得事态严重,可我还是第一时间赶过去了。然而,</span></b><b><span style="font-size: large;">当我赶到医院时,你已经不能说话,只能紧紧握着我的手,握得好紧。你在恐惧?你在求我原谅?抑或要我帮忙照顾你的孩子?</span></b></div>
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<b><span style="font-size: large;">我只能在你耳边大声说:“放下吧!安心走吧!全部人都会原谅你。” </span></b></div>
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<b><span style="font-size: large;">现在,你的名字是我们这班老同学群中的禁忌。 我们尽量不要提起你的名字。一旦提起,总会有帮过你的同学感觉被伤害。我对那些被你的不诚实所伤害的同学感到愧疚。</span></b></div>
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<b style="font-size: x-large;">“既然是这样,那就跟你母亲说,补习费免了,以后不必再交学费了。” 我刻意让自己很淡定地对男生说,其实内心的情感已经按耐不住,开始翻腾。</b></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;"><b>我不否认跑一场42.195公里的全程马拉松是艰苦的。在别人都躲在温暖的被窝里熟睡的半夜,我宁愿牺牲睡眠,孤单地独自面对接近6小时的煎熬。膝关节疼痛,肌肉抽筋,劳累折腾着全身每一个细胞,有时还需要忍受寒风骤雨的欺凌。 然而,每一次成功完成赛事后,心底的真实感却是那么的清晰。</b></span><br />
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<span style="font-size: large;"><b>对我来说,人活着,不能只是每天早上醒来后,像机械那样地重复着相同的动作:填饱肚子、上课或上班或做家务、敷衍应酬、</b></span><b style="font-size: x-large;">八卦</b><span style="font-size: large;"><b>、看</b></span><b style="font-size: x-large;">电视、无所事事、懊恼过去、担忧未来。。。然后像机械电源供应被切断那样地进入梦乡。</b><br />
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<span style="font-size: large;"><b>我相信我的第13场全马又会是一场别具意义的赛事。这一次的全马,我会多背负着一个使命上场,我要向大众传达一个讯息:《唾弃暴政!释放Maria!》</b></span><br />
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<span style="font-size: large;"><b>最近国内的政治氛围发出极度腐败难闻的恶臭。无论是执政党或反对党都令人极度失望。原本打算不要去理睬这样一个糟乱的局势,可是偏偏最近却发生净选盟主席Maria Chin被逮捕的消息。</b></span><br />
<span style="font-size: large;"><b><br /></b></span><span style="font-size: large;"><b>看到那个言论举动极度过分,不断煽动种族情绪的野蛮红山番首领被纵容肆虐,而另外一个以和平文明方式为人民谋求平等福利的女英雄却被送进黑牢!</b></span><br />
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<span style="font-size: large;"><b>是可忍也,孰不可忍也!</b></span><br />
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<span style="font-size: large;"><b>我突发奇想,利用电脑设计出《唾弃暴政!释放Maria!》的标语,打印出来后再过胶,打算在跑马拉松当天,若是Maria Chin还没有获得释放,我就会把标语别在背心后面,跑完整个赛事。</b></span><br />
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<span style="font-size: large;"><b>当然有人会问:“你这样做就能使到Maria获得自由,被释放出来吗?”</b></span><br />
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<span style="font-size: large;"><b>我知道自己的渺小。然而,我相信,到时比赛当天肯定会有人和我一样,别上自己的标语,发出无声的抗议。就算Maria不能获得释放,我相信当众多的跑者身上都带着类似的抗议标语在进行比赛时,我们会把讯息传达出去,唤醒更多人来看清这个暴政的狰狞面目!</b></span><br />
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<span style="font-size: large;"><b>如果这个星期您也有参赛,何不跟我一起发出无声的抗议?</b></span>汪锦贵http://www.blogger.com/profile/02140359201854766216noreply@blogger.com0