2010年3月29日星期一

Energizer Night Race 2010

我想很多关注这个部落格的朋友都想知道3月27日那天我到KL参加比赛的状况吧!


告诉大家,我安全到达KL,辛苦地完成比赛,然后顺利回家。昨天回来之后,就忙着教书,晚上又必须出席一个会议,所以根本不能让我在第一时间把这次的比赛信息发布在这里。

这次的比赛的确在我脑海中留下很深的印象,尤其是比赛路途的艰难度更是让我感到有点吃不消。比赛路线是绕着整座赛城(Cyberjaya)进行,不是那种平直的路线,而是有好几个起伏上落的“山路”,所以十分考验脚力。我们一行6个人都无法改写自己的半马拉松记录,反而都跑出比自己之前在槟威大桥比赛的时间差。我们当中两位同学还遭遇抽筋现象,而每次都坚持比赛不可以走路的我到最后第19公里时也被迫走了一段距离呢!无奈,真的不想让自己的脚伤恶化!

比赛是在晚上8点开始,不过我们却在傍晚6点就到达赛场。闲来无事,就到处走走看看,顺便拍了一些照片留念,反正我们都抱着志在参与的心态来这里,根本不想给自己太大的压力。






虽说不想给自己压力,可是整个比赛中还是出现了好多状况。赛前做伸展热身动作时忽然感到右大腿内侧肌肉一阵激痛,多少影响到在比赛时脚步的自由摆动。由于不时要跑上斜坡,所以原本有伤的两边脚跟都难免会隐隐作疼,更糟的是连左脚踝前段也来凑热闹一起疼痛!在第13公里时,我的左膝盖也出现酸疼乏力的状况。我就这样带着5处伤痛勉强跑完比赛,时间是2小时25分58秒,比槟威大桥的2小时17分逊色许多。不过无所谓,总之我还是顺利完成比赛,没有在半路拉伤脚跟腱!

2010年3月27日星期六

妈,对不起!又让你担心了!

我耐心地站在一旁,看着母亲放下拐杖,努力地在供奉佛像的神桌橱柜里翻找。我的心被一股暖暖的愧意浸泡着。

76岁的老母亲还是把我这个43岁的儿子当着不懂事的小孩在看待。

我很清楚,母亲是真的很担心我的。

母亲在找一本很小很小的佛经,那种只有5cm x 3 cm,可以收进皮夹的小佛经。以前年轻时我身上总会带着一本,妈妈送给我的,说是能保我平安。如果没有记错,那本佛经就叫着《大佛顶首楞严神咒》,妈妈称之为《灵验咒》。

我是一个不迷信的人。我不相信这些所谓保佑平安的佛经符咒。我觉得人本身才是关键。然而我始终还是把这本佛经放进皮夹里,带在身边。

没有其它原因,纯粹只因为那是母亲对一个儿子的关怀。 孩子不可以糟蹋母亲的苦心。母亲看到我不时带着那本小佛经,她会比较放心。毕竟我是她这么多儿子当中最会闯祸的一个。

曾几何时,我把这本小佛经从皮夹里取出,放进书橱里收藏杂物的一个小抽屉里。母亲很久没有再问我有没有带着《灵验咒》了。

昨天我提早一天去给母亲打针。原本应该是星期六打针的,可是我因为要下吉隆坡参加比赛,不能按照原定日子给她打针了。

母亲像往常一样坐在她房里的木椅上,稍微掀开衣角,露出肚皮一带的皮肉。我小心翼翼地把针扎进母亲肚脐旁边一带的赘肉里,一如往常地告诉她:“你稍微忍一下呵,会有点痛!”

拔出细针后,母亲开始唠唠叨叨起来:“都叫你不要再跑什么比赛的了!弄到脚不能走路时才知道!”

上一回脚跟腱发炎搞到需要依赖拐杖走路的画面浮现脑海。我最担心母亲知道我又受伤了。她透过大姐和二姐劝我放弃跑步,然而我始终都不听话,一如年轻时的我那样。

“开车要小心啊!孩子还小,你有什么事谁来照顾他们?”母亲半责备似地对我说着。

我像往常那样堆起一脸的傻笑,回答说:“我会小心的!我一直以来都很小心的!”

“你身上还带着《灵验咒》吗?”母亲忽然提起了那本小佛经。

“好像不见去了。。。”我尴尬地回答。

母亲什么都不说了,径自走去供奉佛像的神桌,把拐杖放在一旁,开始搜寻。。。。

2010年3月25日星期四

不习惯,不放心

这个星期六早晨我将开车载着一群一起跑步的老同学下吉隆坡参加Energizer Night Marathon。

坦白说,我心里有种“不习惯,不放心”的感觉。

我从来没有放下家人,自己一个人出远门在外过夜的经验。

一直都有想过到外地比赛。到外地比赛可以为自己的人生经验加添色彩。不过,我从来没有想过把家人留在家里,一个人单独去比赛。我的想法是带着家人,他们去旅行游玩,我去比赛,一起去,一起回。

我不知道自己当初为什么会答应不带家人却只和老同学们一起下去KL比赛。作决定时很容易,可是日子一旦逼近,却总感到一些不妥。

顾虑太多。担心太多。放心不下的事实在太多。

小儿子会想念我。大儿子的课外活动没人载送。 没有人陪着大儿子一起在半夜守在电视前为Arsenal加油。如果有什么突发事件,怎办?

孩子们真的从来没有经历爸爸不在家过夜的时刻。有时我在外开会或是教书迟了一些回家,大儿子就会打电话来问我怎么还没回家。我想,这次我离家,他们会不习惯吗?

然而,事情已经决定好了,不能反悔。我是肯定会把他们留在家中,自己和老同学下首都的。

再怎么不习惯,不放心也都要有这么的第一次。

我只是把自己的心情写出来,没什么的!要担心的事还很多。。。

路上交通顺畅吗?

会因为意想不到的延误而错过领取比赛号码、运动衣的时间吗?

我的脚跟的伤会在比赛中途复发吗?

如果我的脚跟腱不幸断了,怎么回来?

星期天我赶得及在12点回到槟城吗?我下午还有课要上。

(其实,我也像你们一样,会担心,会胡思乱想!)

2010年3月24日星期三

Garmin Forerunner405

农历新年之前托朋友从吉隆坡买了一个高科技产品——Garmin Forerunner 405。这个专为热爱运动发烧友而发明的科技产品表面看起来像个手表,实际上却拥有特别多而且超强的功能。

它最吸引我的一点就是拥有GPS(Global Positioning System)卫星定位系统,能够透过太空里的人造卫星侦测一个人进行登山、跑步、骑脚车等运动时所经过的路线,并测量出整个路线的距离、斜度和海拔高度。在完成一项运动之后,我可以把里边所收藏的记录传送到电脑里,再透过Google Earth查看刚刚完成的路线。
此外,这个“手表”也可以探测我在运动时的心跳率。只要在胸前绑着一个输送器,我的手腕佩戴着的“手表”就可以立刻感应到我的心跳,从而让我知道我在运动时的心脏负荷能力,可以避免在半途中因为过度催逼自己而发生暴毙的不幸事件,也可以让我知道我在运动时有没有全力以赴。


当然,这个手表也记录了我的平均跑步速度以及所消耗的热量。更好玩的是,我可以在里边设定一个虚拟的对手,然后在跑步时和这个虚拟对手比拼高低。每完成一次训练,我都会把资料存入电脑,然后电脑就会分析训练时的种种细节,让自己更清楚训练所得到的进展。
有了这个高科技产品之后,我就使用它来进行了好几次的训练,甚至被它的功能所迷住了。年除夕下午,我戴着它在水坝进行第一次的训练(下面槟岛地图中央的小红圈),接着在年初一下午又到植物园进行训练(地图右上角混杂的红线中的其中一小段)。休息一天之后,年初三早晨六点,我独自一个人来到青年公园,决定进行21公里的训练,而那天不知怎么搞的,我越跑越起劲,一共跑了26公里!(这就是地图右上角混杂的红线所记录到的路线)。结果呢。。。我的脚伤复发!从年初5一直到年初9都成了“残废人士”,不良于行!
其实,新年期间所引发的伤势还真不轻!到目前为止我的脚跟还会隐隐作疼。无论如何,在这期间,我选择了比较轻微的训练,也每天自己努力进行冰敷治疗,而间中我还到Teluk Kumbar(地图最下方)参加了全槟越野赛跑呢!
注:地图中右边的红圈(Gelugor一带)是我每天早上所跑步的路线,从我家跑往槟威大桥海边的高速公路,直到Batu Uban时才转出USM前面的大路跑回我家。

针对《明亮的妹妹有双眼睛》评论的总回应

我又回来了。

这两星期来我都有上来自己的园地,可是就说不出一个理由为什么总提不起兴致再这个园地里播下一些新的种子。也许是“江郎才尽”了?

我可不是什么江郎。我是“笑脸狼”。

相信许多定时上来这里的朋友会感到失望;甚至可能还有人会怀疑我到底发生了什么事了呢!

我很好。只是忽然变得懒洋洋地,不想在这个部落格写东西。

还好,我始终是会回来的。

回来的第一件事就是要针对最后一篇的文字《明亮的妹妹有双眼睛》里的评论做些回应。我想不少人应该会想要知道我对这些评论的反应和看法吧!

首先必须谢谢这些朋友对那篇文字的关注,肯给与评论。

坦白说,我写那篇文字的动机不是要针对儿子的老师或是为了儿子的考试失去3分而在这里发牢骚。

我写那篇文字的动机纯粹是因为儿子的答案太巧妙、太好笑了。 我尝试把这件事透过文字记录下来,也许有天孩子长大了,可以让他回味自己年幼时的滑稽事。

或许我在写那篇文字是使用了一些比较调皮和不尊重老师的语气,所以才会引来最后一位评论者“绝望家伙”发出了“老师又何苦为难老师呢。。。。。。。。。”的感慨。我不认识“绝望家伙”这位朋友,但我猜得出他/她应该也是老师。我了解老师们的苦衷。我并没有恶意要透过《明》这篇文字来贬低老师。我始终觉得老师在出题时应该小心一些。我的儿子的答案肯定有符合正确中文语法!如果老师发现自己出了一道这么“可爱”的题目,老师本身应该会忍俊不禁吧!大家何必太严肃呢?能够看见生活中值得让我们放开胸怀而笑出来的小细节,这才是健康的。

坦白说,我不赞同“绝望家伙”这位朋友所说的“考试不是一个可以让我们随意发挥创意的时刻”这个言论。创意是无时无刻都可以发挥的。若是要限定什么时候可以发挥创意,什么时候又不可以发挥创意,那么所谓的“创意”其实就不是创意了。为什么“考试不是一个可以让我们随意发挥创意的时刻”,也许这就是因为担心失去分数而造成的心理吧!若是把“分数”看开一些,在考试中发挥创意又何妨?

有人可能会想,碰到这样的状况,我会不会去学校找老师理论?(这是“四月”在评论栏里的留言)。我的答案很干脆:我不会去找老师理论。我是一个不那么在意考试分数的家长。我以前当学生时虽然也像很多学生一样在意考试分数,但我从来不会在考卷分发回来后向老师理论索讨分数。我觉得这很没有意义。我会确认到底我的答案是被误判了呢还是真正自己犯错而已。在我小儿子这个案例里,我也只是告诉他:“孩子,你的答案其实是没错的!”

顺便向大家介绍,评论栏中的CJ是一个很不错的年轻医生,现在新加坡当houseman。大家不妨进入他的部落格阅读他的文字。(可惜他的文字都以英文书写!)

另外一个留言者奕斌则是未来医生。他的部落格就以中文书写。希望这些医生或未来医生都能把自己的医生或医学生点滴写出来,与众人分享,让人们知道:医生并不特别,医生也是凡人。

第一个留言者“景丽”是我中学时期认识的朋友,是一个很会写诗的朋友。可惜她已经不再公开她的作品了。真的希望能够看到她在自己的部落格里发表她的文字。朋友,不要让自己停滞。生命会随着我们对文字的执著而跳跃,充满活力!停滞,只会让自己感到“老”了。

最后,我要对其他留言的朋友说:谢谢你们的留言,原谅我不能一一针对你们的评论做出回应。

附录:《明亮的妹妹有一双眼睛》的10道评论:

景丽 说...
阿进很有创意呵! 可以引导他写诗了:)
2010年3月10日 上午8:22

CJ 说...
赞!! 去他的,这样的老师抹杀创艺。
2010年3月10日 上午9:30

* 捣蛋达人* 说...
老师,你儿子棒咧。我跟那位老师一样,不知道有蔡明亮导演这号人物,好丢脸!
2010年3月10日 上午11:38

Herrick Q'more 说...
哈,语文本来就不应该太多拘束,可惜学校老师太老古板,以致千篇一律、没有创意的答案才是佳作~你儿子是人才哦!
2010年3月10日 下午8:04

大鼻子说...
哈哈,是咯,我们遇到类似的问题只能感到无奈
2010年3月15日 下午2:00

奕斌 说...
也许老师固执,只要一个答案...他的答案也不差嘛...应该给满分,并且加以褒扬。不过可能老师是以语法上作批改,因为‘明亮的’ 是形容词多过名词。定语多过主语。可是小学嘛...何必如此斟酌?
2010年3月16日 下午10:35

四月 说...
老师有去学校理论吗?
2010年3月18日 下午3:08

日落西山 说...
好答案。完全没错。希望孩子不要因为这个丢分而自责。
2010年3月19日 下午3:31

Kymce 说...
遇到这样的老师没关系。庆幸的是,您的孩子有像您这样的一位好爸爸。加油!^^
2010年3月19日 下午5:38

绝望家伙说...
语文是不该太多约束没错,可是对一个初学的孩子,若不跟常规语法,那只会让他混淆。学校考试有它定下的标准,考试不是一个可以让我们随意发挥创意的时刻。学校老师有他们要依据的标准。若要怪,就怪整个教育系统和家长吹毛求疵的心态。唉。。。只能叹当今的老师难为啊!别叫做老师的太沉重!老师又何苦为难老师呢。。。。。。。。。

2010年3月10日星期三

明亮的妹妹有一双眼睛


小儿子的华语考试里出现了这样一个词句重组问题:

一双/妹妹/明亮的/有/眼睛

聪明的你会给怎样一个答案?

我那可爱的小儿子他是这样写的:

明亮的妹妹有一双眼睛

考卷分回来了,老师在答案旁边打了个很大的叉,整题问题的3分飞了。

聪明的你有什么看法?

愚笨的我始终觉得小儿子没错啊!

不服吗?请打电话或写信去问问我们的蔡明亮导演他的妹妹是不是有一双眼睛?若是没有一双眼睛,或是拥有超过一双眼睛,我把我的眼睛输掉给你!

小儿子年纪虽小,却认识大名鼎鼎的蔡明亮导演的哦!而且还知道明亮的妹妹有一双眼睛呢!
孩子,我为你的见识广博感到骄傲!

学校的老师啊!您是否应该自我检讨?您是不认识蔡导演呢?还是不知道蔡导演的妹妹有一双眼睛?

2010年3月5日星期五

转载士拉央国会议员梁自坚的文章

以下是士拉央区国会议员梁自坚的文章。如有兴趣,仔细阅读,然后自己评断文章所要表达的信息。不需要你们发表任何偏激的言论,因为成熟的人内心自有判断。

Stand Up for Justice by William Leong Jee Keen, Member of Parliament for Selayang

On February 2, 2010, the battle for Malaysia moved into a decisive phase, the trial of Anwar Ibrahim. Although Anwar Ibrahim is in the dock, Malaysians are on trial. Malaysians are put to the test. Do Malaysians want Ketuanan Melayu or Ketuanan Rakyat? Are Malaysians prepared to pay the price for change? Are Malaysians prepared to fight for change? Malaysians have to decide whether to act or allow our institutions to be perverted for political ends.


Malaysians have to decide whether they want democracy, equality and liberty enough to fight for them. Malaysians are tested on their will to fight. Will we find the going too difficult? Will we find it easier, more convenient and expedient to accept rampant corruption, abuse of power and oppression? Anwar was fully aware after his release that they will lock him in again if he returns to fight. That is the price Anwar is prepared to pay. Anwar is prepared to fight. Anwar will never surrender The question is whether Malaysians are prepared to fight with him and never surrender?


Attempt to tar and tarnish Anwar

Anwar Ibrahim is in the dock for a second time because he wants to lead Malaysians out of the darkness of racial politics, religious intolerance and authoritarian arrogance. Anwar wants to lead us into the light of multiculturalism, mutual respect for religions and the rule of law.


Those in power are afraid of Anwar. They dare not face him one on one. They dare not face him and Pakatan Rakyat on a level playing field in open battle. They prefer to ambush him. They prefer to snipe at Pakatan from the cover of the bush. They dare not face all Malaysians in open debate. They prefer closed door meetings. They are so afraid they are continuously adopting ever increasingly extreme positions on race, religion and royalty to hold on to power. They want to tar and tarnish Anwar Ibrahim as a traitor to his race and religion. They want to make sure he will not be able to lead and to open the minds of those who have been closed by half a century of propaganda and misinformation.


Race, Religion and Royalty

It is no coincidence that before the trial, Muslims and Non-Muslims have to deal with such sensitive issues as the use of “Allah”, the burning and attack on churches and other places of worship and when the desired response was not forthcoming, suraus have been attacked. Malaysians were put to the test. I am proud to say that Malaysians passed the test. They showed Malaysians have the wisdom and the tolerance not to be provoked by these trouble makers.


It is no coincidence that these mischievous troublemakers have been desecrating religious symbols after the 12th General Elections. They stomped on cow heads and now resort to throwing boar heads. Boar heads wrapped in newspapers and plastic tied with a string so that the person throwing will not have to touch it. I have never come across a Chinese who hold a pig with a string!


It is no coincidence the special assistant to the Prime Minister calls Indians beggars and Chinese women prostitutes. Last year one of their leaders called Malaysians of Chinese descent “Pendatang”. It was a seditious statement. He was suspended as an UMNO member but it was Teresa Kok and a Chinese newspaper reporter that were detained under the ISA.


It is no coincidence Kapal Singh is charged for sedition for insulting the King. It is no coincidence that Biro Tata Negara holds civics courses for civil servants that race and religion comes before the nation. It is no coincidence we hear the repeated cries that only UMNO can save the race and religion.


Those that have tasted power and money that comes with it will not give up easily. They will use all means fair or foul to stay in power. They have used the government agencies. They have used the institutions. They have used the institutions to grab Perak from its people’s government. They have used all in their power grab the Perak government from its people. They are using all within their power to destabilize Selangor. They are now using all their power to lock away Anwar.

Malaysians must fight back.

People want Change

All these happened because you want change. All these desperate acts are because you want fairness, you want justice, and you want the rule of law. Today we are tested again. We were tested 10 years ago. Too many of us then were afraid. Too many of us then knew it was wrong but we had property to look after, we had our business to think about, we had a wife and family. Let someone else protest. Let someone else demonstrate. We will cheer from the safety of our homes. We will stay on the sidelines out of harm’s way.


We failed. Ketuanan Melayu won. Ketuanan Mahathir won. Ketuanan wang won. The system was perverted so they could put Anwar away. Anwar was jailed for 6 years but they damaged our constitutional institutions and took away our fundamental rights in the process.


For some of those that stayed on the sidelines because they had property, the perverted system stole their property. The Federal Court decision of Adorna Properties vs Boonsom Boonyanit turned Malaysia into a thieves’ paradise.


For some of those that stayed out of harm’s way because they had a business, the perverted system robbed them of their business. The Federal Court decision of Insas Berhad vs Ayer Molek was so unjust the judge said that “ Something is rotten in the House of Denmark” [where the courts were located at that time].


The police and enforcement agencies instead of protecting us became a danger to us. Kugan went into a police station and was found dead. Teoh Beng Hock went to the MACC office and was found dead. Altantuya went into a police car and was found blown into bits by C4.


Malaysians did not go to jail with Anwar in 1998 but Malaysian paid the price for allowing the checks and balance to be dismantled. Malaysians allowed the institutions to be perverted. Malaysians allowed our agencies to be abused. Malaysians are paying for it.


Today the script is taken out a second time. Are we going to allow them to win a second time? Are we going to stay silent again? Are we going to let them take us down the road to perdition again?


Are we going to allow them to win a second time? Are we going to stay silent? Are we going to let them take us down the road to perdition again? Or are we going to stand up? Are we going to shout in one voice and say Stop this nonsense! Are we going to say give Malaysia back to Malaysians! Give us back our pride and dignity. Stop taking us for fools.


The people have woken up that the people can make a difference. Each vote counts. Each vote can make or break us. But there are still those who have not woken up. They are still those who cannot see. They read Utusan Malaysia and The Star. There are still those who have not heard. They listen to RTM. There are still those who do not realize that UMNO and BN are taking Malaysia to the backwaters. They are frightened by the propaganda and the misinformation. This is why Dato Seri Anwar and KeADILan are important. Dato Seri Anwar can touch them. Dato Seri Anwar can touch their hearts and their minds. KeADILan can show Malaysians we can have a multiracial party, a multicultural party, a multicultural nation and together we can regain our place in the international arena. We can regain our pride and dignity.We can live in harmony and prosperity.


Frustration and Despair

On March 8, 2008, you voted for change. I know today you are frustrated, angry and in despair. The mainstream BN controlled media reports that the three parties in Pakatan Rakyat are bickering amongst themselves. Perak was lost because three elected representatives jumped across. Zulkifli Nordin is running around and saying things that UMNO will say and not what Pakatan Rakyat MP will say. Zahrain Hashim, Tan Tee Beng and Wee Choo Keong are given wide media coverage for saying that things are not all going well in Pakatan. What, you ask, is going on?


Firstly, if we believe in the freedom of expression, we must accept that just as some people will not like to hear what we have to say, we have to accept that these people will also have the right to say what we do not like to hear. Secondly, if we believe in the rule of law and the rules of natural justice, then we must apply the rule that no man is to be condemned unheard. The right to be heard is an important rule of procedure. If we believe in these principles then we must follow them. Party discipline will be instilled. Those who can explain and justify their actions will be excused, those who cannot will be dealt with and punished in a manner that fits the severity of the offence. The party will cleanse the impurities and straighten the indiscipline.


Traitors

KeADILan representatives have been tested and are constantly being tested. Unfortunately, several have failed the tests. If you are angry and frustrated, I am angry and frustrated one hundred times more than you. The problem of traitors and treason has been with us since history began. We will never know what lurks in the hearts of men. Caesar found out too late and was assassinated by Brutus his closest friend. Jesus Christ was betrayed by Judas, one of his own 12 handpicked apostles. France elected Marshall Petain to lead them in World War II against Germany only to see him surrender and hand over France to Hitler after only a few weeks. Americans appointed Benedict Arnold in their war of independence as its general only to see him cross over to the British.


However, I know that truth and right will always prevail for many more who answer the call and come forward. Marc Anthony came forward and saved the Romans from Brutus. The apostles spread the message of Jesus Christ after Judas. General Charles De Gaulle liberated the French from the Germans. George Washington won the war of independence for the Americans.


I take heart that there are many leaders in Pakatan Rakyat who are loyal and honest. They seek to serve, to strive and not to yield. I know that many more of you will come forward and offer yourselves to serve our cause.


Focus

You and I started a journey on March 8. We are walking on a tight rope from the 12th General Elections to the 13th General Elections. We have to focus on the rope in front of us. BN is trying to shake us and throw us off balance. Some of those whom we trust have fallen and some others may fall in the days to come. You must know that in this walk you are not alone. There are many of us who will walk with you. We will walk with you and take you from the darkness in the valley of shadows to light at the mountain top. Nelson Mandela said it is a long walk to freedom. We must stay focussed in this walk. We must keep our faith and take heart that right and truth always prevail. We must take heart that if we hold on together we will overcome. It always has and always will.


Free Anwar

We must focus on the threat before us. It is not Anwar that is on trial. We, Malaysians, are on trial. The world is watching us. We, Malaysians, must stay the course. We must continue our fight for truth and justice. Anwar is a victim of injustice. Malaysians are victims of injustice. The trial is not Anwar’s fight alone. It is not Keadilan’s fight alone . It is all Malaysians’ fight. It’s everyone’s fight. All of us who desire democracy, justice and liberty must stand up and with one voice call on Najib to release Anwar, to release Malaysia. We must stand up and be counted. We must stand up against corruption, abuse of power and oppression. We must not allow those who use racial disharmony, religious sensitivities and misguided nationalism to rob us. The price of liberty is eternal vigilance. The price of justice is constant action. Justice and liberty must be fought and refought every day. We must be prepared to pay the price before we can begin to enjoy the blessings.

I am sure that if we stay focussed, if we stay together we will prevail.

2010年3月3日星期三

分享文章——《癌症生命的真相》(续)

辅导癌症病人最困难的是如何心念转变克服恐惧,并接受癌症、与癌共存。事实上病人所恐惧的不是癌症,也不是死亡,而是“放不下”:放不下家人、事业、财富。。。等等。遗嘱写好就是放下,就是置之死地而后生!不怕死,还害怕癌症吗?

写好遗嘱作最坏的打算,并不是放弃治疗而是更积极面对有限的生命,尽最大的努力重新出发,即使失败也不在乎,“结果不重要,过程才重要”!能不怕死、积极重生的人,生命力已经发挥出来,癌症变成小问题了!

癌症让人恐惧,但也让人面对赤裸裸的生命,绝大部分的普罗大众都是生活在假象之中,天天忙于追求功名利禄,升官发财,当我们问癌症病人生活有压力吗?很多人都回答说:“还好,没有压力。”但当我进一步询问:“你快乐吗?幸福吗?”很多病人不知如何回答。得了癌症已经怕得要死,如何知道什么是幸福?是快乐?

大多数人罹患癌症,不是病急乱投医,让医师趁人之危,接受过份之治疗而受苦受难,就是逃避而寻求秘方,既道听途说又不求甚解,听信一些自以为是气功、养生、营养专家的人所标榜的抗癌秘方。

癌症来自身心环境的汙染,癌细胞是正常细胞长期受汙染后突变而成。癌细胞一旦形成,就是一个崭新生命的出现。生命有两个目的:一是活下去,一是传宗接代;人是这样,癌细胞也是如此。遇到危险,所有生命都会逃避、突变与反击,这些经验都会传承下去,因此任何抗癌药物即使是最新的标靶药不到几个月就无效了!

癌细胞事实上是很乖巧的,它不会任意去攻击正常细胞,正常细胞也都接纳它!所以当我们因为H1N1感染时,很快就会发烧不适,但是癌细胞却可以游走全身,因为这是它的家(西医解释为转移与复发)!科学家告诉我们每个人身上都有癌细胞,除非环境恶化,否则肿瘤是长不出来的。在医学院解剖发现尸体上有癌细胞也是常有的事,有不少人罹癌一辈子没事,癌细胞造成淋巴肿大也没有症状。癌症是身心生活环境的疾病,正统西医对癌细胞赶尽杀绝,短时间有效,但却造成更多的并发症,更高的死亡率。大多数病人是在不断治疗不断恶化之中,承受痛苦与绝望,最后营养不良、免疫力下降,身心受创而亡。

癌症的真相很清楚,它是我们生命的一部分,要尊重自己的生命,当然也要尊重癌细胞医师在破坏癌细胞时,也同时在破坏正常细胞,造就更坏的环境,让病人的免疫力下降,最后两败俱伤,双双死亡!所以我主张要不断保护细胞,改变环境,让细胞浪子回头,同时更提高病人免疫力,让病人自己发挥自愈力!

这本书提供一些真相,希望大家能了解,尤其希望掌控绝大部分癌症生命的医师们能够深度思维! (完)